All about love

Expect good things to happen to you

2011-11-07T12:40:00.002+08:00

Ephesians 6:17
17And take the helmet of salvation…

When the phone rings at odd times, most people think, “Oh dear, it must be bad news.” They don’t think, “I wonder what the good news is that it cannot wait till morning!”

When we hear, “The boss wants to see you,” instinctively, we think, “Oh dear, this is not good.” But how do we know that it is not going to be about a promotion?

Our minds are inclined toward the negative. So to guard our minds against negative thoughts, we are to put on “the helmet of salvation”, which is “the hope of salvation”. (1 Thessalonians 5:8)

If you are going through a trial right now, putting on as a helmet the hope of salvation means that you have a confident expectation of good coming your way. It means that you choose to believe that this trial that you are going through is only temporary because God will see you through it. It means that you believe that this difficult period will end with your salvation — your preservation, wholeness, wellness, health and prosperity!

You may not know what is going to happen this week. But one thing you can do is to put on the helmet of the hope of salvation and tell yourself that you are going to have a fantastic week!

“Well, you know, Pastor Prince, you never know what to expect. We hear so much bad news these days — another flu outbreak, another company retrenching its workers… I really hope that I will not be retrenched next. But I cannot be sure. I am keeping my fingers crossed.”

No, my friend, biblical hope is not “I hope so” but “I know so”! You can have a confident expectation of good happening to you because you are not like the people of the world. You are a child of the living God. You have a Savior watching over you. There are more angels given charge over you than there are demons against you. And greater is He that is in you than he that is in the world. (1 John 4:4) There is every reason for you to have a confident expectation of good happening to you!

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True to your assessment

2011-10-25T11:18:00.001+08:00

True To Your Assessment

Leviticus 27:12
12… the priest shall set a value for it, whether it is good or bad; as you, the priest, value it, so it shall be.

Your colleague says that this week is going to be a lousy one because the new boss is mean. You disagree and say that it is going to be a blessed week. Both of you will go through the same week, but with very different outcomes. While your friend’s week will indeed turn out to be a lousy one, yours will be filled with the favor of the Lord!

In the Old Testament, when someone brought what he had to the priest for a valuation, whatever the priest assessed the value of the item to be, it was so. If he assessed it to be of good value, then it was of good value. If he assessed it to be of poor value, then it was of poor value.

Today, you are also a priest because of Jesus’ blood. (Revelation 1:5–6) And “as you, the priest, value it, so it shall be”. If you assess your year to be one of financial breakthroughs, so it will be for you. If you assess your life to be filled with divine health, so it will be for you.

There was a stroke patient who was bedridden. While listening to my recorded sermons, he assessed that with God as his salvation, his life would be long and satisfying. (Psalm 91:16) He believed that God would help him walk again. Not too long after his assessment, he was able to walk and was no longer bound to the bed! The next assessment he made about his health was complete recovery with God as his helper.

Actually, you have more authority than the Levitical priests of the Old Testament. They were of the old priesthood of mortal men. But you are of the greater and “forever” priesthood of Jesus! (Hebrews 7:8, 17) Not only that, you are a king-priest. (Revelation 1:6) In other words, you are a king as well! And as a king, your assessment is also binding because where the word of a king is, there is power! (Ecclesiastes 8:4)

My friend, this means that you have a double portion of assessment power. Therefore, boldly assess good things for your life, and it will be so for you!

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God has seen your future and it is good

2011-10-24T11:16:00.000+08:00

God Has Seen Your Future And It Is Good!

Isaiah 54:2
2“Enlarge the place of your tent, and let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings; do not spare; lengthen your cords, and strengthen your stakes.

At the end of 2004, during one of our services, the Lord told our church this: “I your God have gone ahead of you and I have already been to your future. I have seen it. And I declare that it is good.”

Although this word was given through me to our church, I believe that it is not only for our church, but also for every member of the body of Christ.

I tell you, when God declares your future good, it will be good! It will be filled with many wonderfully good days!

So what do you do when the Lord tells you that you are going to have a good future loaded with His blessings? You prepare for it! In other words, before the blessings come, before the increase comes, He wants you to enlarge the place of your tent and stretch forth the curtains of your dwellings.

For example, if you are believing God for a child, start reading books on babies and preparing the baby’s room. In fact, prepare to have more than one child. Start looking for a bigger place for your family for God says, “Enlarge the place of your tent, and let them stretch out the curtains of your dwellings; do not spare; lengthen your cords, and strengthen your stakes.” Get ready for expansion!

My friend, God wants you to get ready, and expect such favor and increase in the days ahead that “you shall expand to the right and to the left, and your descendants will inherit the nations, and make the desolate cities inhabited”. (Isaiah 54:3)

Because God has declared your future good, know that you stand on favor ground today. Expect good things to happen to you. Expect to see the favor of God on you and your family. Expect the blessings and increase of the Lord. Expect many good days to show up in your life!

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The promise of the father

2011-10-21T09:15:00.001+08:00

The Promise Of The Father

Acts 1:8
8But you shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to Me in Jerusalem, and in all Judea and Samaria, and to the end of the earth.”

Before Jesus went back to heaven, He told His disciples to “wait for the Promise of the Father”. (Acts 1:4) There are thousands of promises in the Bible, so which promise was He referring to?

The early church knew which promise Jesus was referring to because He had told His disciples, “Do not leave Jerusalem, but wait for the Promise of the Father, which you have heard Me speak about. For John truly baptized with water, but you shall be baptized with the Holy Spirit not many days from now.” (Acts 1:4–5) Jesus was referring to the baptism in the Holy Spirit with speaking in tongues. (Acts 2:1–4)

Jesus wants you to know the value of the Promise of the Father because He said, “You shall receive power when the Holy Spirit has come upon you; and you shall be witnesses to Me...” He did not say, “You shall do witnessing,” but “You shall bewitnesses”. In other words, your very person will be a witness to Him!

This is because the power you receive when you are baptized in the Holy Spirit is the same power that so anointed Peter that the sick were laid on the streets for his shadow to fall on them and heal them. (Acts 5:15) Even handkerchiefs and aprons from Paul’s body were so saturated with the anointing of the Spirit that when they touched the sick, people witnessed diseases and evil spirits leaving the sick! (Acts 19:12)

That same power caused a Holy Spirit-baptized church member, who prayed in tongues, to experience God’s healing power when he laid hands on his mother who was in an advanced stage of cancer. And because she was healed, she became a witness of the love and power of God to her friends and unbelieving relatives.

Beloved, when you are baptized in the Holy Spirit, you will be a witness to others that no problem, trial, disease or sickness is a match for the power of the Spirit in you!

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You are gods beloved

2011-10-20T10:09:00.001+08:00

You Are God’s Beloved

Ephesians 1:6
6to the praise of the glory of His grace, by which He made us accepted in the Beloved.

At the Jordan river, Jesus heard His Father say to Him, “You are My beloved Son; in You I am well pleased.” (Luke 3:22) Later, in the wilderness, Jesus heard the devil say to Him, “If You are the Son of God…” (Luke 4:3)

Notice that the devil not only questioned Jesus’ sonship, but he also dropped the word “beloved” when he said to Jesus, “If You are the Son of God…” You see, the devil cannot remind you that you are God’s beloved because when you know this truth, whatever he wants to bring against you will not succeed!

Many girls are giving away their virginity because they need to feel wanted and loved. And young boys join gangs to feel accepted because they have been rejected and made to feel worthless by others.

But when you know that you are God’s beloved, no temptation can succeed against you, not even the “giants” who may taunt you. Consider David who slew Goliath. “David” in Hebrew means “beloved”. It takes a David to knock down a giant. In other words, it takes someone who knows that he is God’s beloved to win the fights of life!

You are God’s beloved not because of what you do. Christ did everything. He is God’s Beloved. But God put you in Christ. That is why you are “accepted in the Beloved”. And what God said to Jesus, He says to you today: “You are My beloved son. In you, I am well pleased.”

So if the devil tells you, “Hey, you call yourself ‘God’s beloved’ after what you just did?” have the assurance that it is not based on what you have done, but whatChrist has done. And you are still God’s beloved because you are in Christ!

When you say that, I believe the devil screams in frustration because he has no power over you when you are conscious that you are God’s beloved. There is truly a place of safety when you know that you are His beloved.

My friend, we are not being proud when we call ourselves God’s beloved. How can we boast when we know that it is God’s grace that has made us accepted in the Beloved!

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All that I have is yours

2011-10-19T10:05:00.000+08:00

All That I Have Is Yours’

Luke 15:31
31... ‘Son, you are always with me, and all that I have is yours.

After running a few errands for his parents, a little boy went to his father and said, “I know why you and mummy had me.” “Why?” asked his father. “So that you guys would have someone to run errands for you!” exclaimed the boy.

Like the little boy, do you see God as a Father who demands obedience and service from you? Have you ever felt that unless you obey Him and keep all His commandments, you don’t have a right to be blessed by Him?

Jesus shared the story of the prodigal son to show how some of us call God “Father” and yet don’t know His heart. There are two sons in this parable. We know what happened to the prodigal son, but we can also learn something about the older son. This is what he said to his father when he discovered that his father had thrown a party to celebrate the return of his irresponsible, spendthrift brother: “Lo, these many years I have been serving you; I never transgressed your commandment at any time; and yet you never gave me a young goat, that I might make merry with my friends.” (Luke 15:29)

Now, this son believed that his father had brought him into the world to serve him. He saw his father as someone issuing commandments to him all the time. And he saw himself as someone who had to obey those commandments to enjoy his inheritance. But the truth is that the father had already given him his inheritance. (Luke 15:12) The father even reminded him lovingly: “Son… all that I have is yours.” And I am sure that that inheritance included more than one goat!

Have you, like the older son, failed to understand your Father’s heart? Your heavenly Father already gave you a rich inheritance in Christ when you became His son. He wants you to know that you have received the Spirit of sonship. (Romans 8:15) So call out to Him, “Abba, Father!” and know how much He loves you. Because you are His heir, all that He has is yours to enjoy today!

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Heir of the world today

2011-10-19T00:16:00.002+08:00

Heir Of The World Today

Romans 4:13
13For the promise that he would be the heir of the world was not to Abraham or to his seed through the law, but through the righteousness of faith.

God promised Abraham that he would be the heir of the world. Now, don’t be too quick to say, “Well, that promise was made only to Abraham and not me.” The verse says, “For the promise that he would be the heir of the world was not to Abraham or to his seed through the law, but through the righteousness of faith.” So the promise was not just made to Abraham, but to “his seed” as well, that is, you and I who belong to Christ — “And if you are Christ’s, then you are Abraham’s seed, and heirs according to the promise.” (Galatians 3:29)

Notice that God did not say that you would be the heir of the country you are living in, but heir of the world! The Greek word for “world” here is kosmos, which means the universe as well as the whole circle of earthly goods, endowments, riches, advantages and pleasures. All these are yours to inherit through the righteousness of faith in Jesus and His finished work at the cross. This righteousness is given to you as a gift from God, so you don’t have to earn it through good works.

For God to fulfill His promise, He has to prosper you. You can’t be the heir of the world and be poor or in debt! Not only that, He must keep you healthy because you can’t inherit the world when you are sick and always flat on your back.

Don’t listen to people who tell you that you will only get to enjoy these blessings when you get to heaven one fine day. Why would you need riches in heaven? There, even the streets are made of pure gold. (Revelation 21:21) And why would you need healing in heaven? There is no sickness there. So you need the health and wealth in the here and now!

Beloved, God wants you to be the heir of the world today. So lay hold of your rich inheritance today. Jesus paid for it with His blood. Don’t push it all to the sweet by and by!

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All about pictures :)

2011-10-08T01:12:00.000+08:00

11th month and close to a year

2011-10-06T12:41:00.000+08:00

Baby this whole post is dedicated to you.

For the past 11 months. We've been through so much. Our ups and our down.
So many obstacles and we got past down one by one. Indeed, a relationship filled with god is different from the rest.
I'm sorry that I was not able to bring you to places, to do more things together in the meantime.
But baby, give me a chance.
I peomise you, I will make you a happy women.
With the help if god of course and we will be truly blessed like no others.
I love you.

Without your love - I'm nothing but a beggar
Without your love - a dog without a bone
You're the reason I live
You're the reason I die
You're the reason I give.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing,
Watch you smile while you are sleeping,
While you're far away and dreaming,
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender,
I could stay lost in this moment forever,
When every moment spent with you is a moment I treasure,
And thank God we're together,
I just wanna stay with you in this moment forever,
Forever and ever.

And I don't wanna miss one smile,
I don't wanna miss one kiss,
I just wanna be with you,
Right here with you, just like this,
Well I just wanna hold you close,
And feel your heart so close to mine,
And just stay here in this moment,
For all the rest of time.

I can only say I love you.
Nothing that words can ever described this special feeling. 

Shall post our pictures later 

Dedication to the one and only.

2011-07-27T02:30:00.001+08:00

Thanks baby for taking care of me through out this whole period of my accident.
Coming over everyday that you can, despite your friends, family or project.
You come over everyday without fail to take care of me and yet i could still show as if i don't appreciate.
I'm sorry and i know this sorry cannot cure me forever but I'm serious when i said i am sorry.
When people laugh at me, or even not care about my injuries. you are there, not laughing at me and you will tell me that i look great. I thank you for that my dear. For not further tearing my self esteem instead bringing it up.
I may not be wise with the words that i choose sometimes.
I may say the wrong things too but i really hope you forgive me for that.
I was too selfish and only cared about my own feelings and have sometimes neglected yours.
Baby, sorry for clinging on you so tightly.
I need you so much because i love you so so much.
So baby, after the last 8 months and 23 days i have been thanking god every night that he
have blessed me with you in my life and i will continue to do so every single day.
I missed you the moment you leave me, the moment you were not in sight.
You're like a part of me now.
It's so hard to past a single day without hearing your voice or seeing your face.
Thanks honey for always being able to endure my nonsense.
I love you baby, and NOTHING is gonna change that. :)

THE STORY OF LOVE BEGAN ON 4TH NOVEMBER 2010.

New revelation, new life.

2011-05-08T23:34:00.000+08:00

Today i discovered how much things in the past have i recalled today and i was only just taught yesterday to let go of my past and not let it affect you.
HAH ! straight away i know who's the fucker who remind me of all this.
Just so you know. GOD LOVES ME and he have changed my ways around completely.
I'm starting to rid of all addictions, my relationship with the family is getting better, love between me and my girlfriend getting stronger too.
NOTHING can bring me down now knowing GOD IS WITH ME AND NOT AGAINST ME !
I thank you lord for blessing me with a good family, friends and a girl that love me so much even though we have our ups and downs, you never failed to be this voice in my head and say "don't give up".
I thank you lord for everything you blessed me with, AMEN !

6th monthsary

2011-05-04T02:01:00.000+08:00

Baby!! Congratulating our 6th monthsary. Sorry I didn't do anything much or couldn't have bought you anything great. But sweetie, I know how much of a pest and controlling boyfriend im sometimes. It's just that I do not wish to lose you. That's all. I really love you baby. You are my one and only. Honey, through out the past 6th month I can't imagine how many shit we actually went through but I thank god for everyone of it because without it I can never learn to grow. Without it I would not know that we can get past it together. It's a blessing to have god in our relationship. If not for god, I doubt we would last because if let's say it's just about me. I would have lost you long time ago. Felt so blessed now. Sweetie, let's pray that we will get though any other shit that satan throws us And that god will bless us in every way. I love you baby, once again.. Happy 6th month anniversary sweetheart.

2011-04-13T00:39:00.000+08:00

Trying hard to live life without friends and without ...
my girlfriend is the only one i can depend on now due to the crashed up time table and work.
I have so little time to spare, and i do not wish to spend a single moment not with her.
We have been together for 5 months and 9 days and still going strong.
I'm starting to learn how not to depend on friends so much because if they were your friends,
they will ask you out. right?
trying to stay clean but wonder if it's the best alternative without having something to get through
the horrible days either in school or at work.
The only day i enjoy fully is on Sunday because that's that only day i can rest well and listen to the word of god in church and to be able to have the whole day just to me and my girl.
enough of me.
Darling, i should really thank you for understanding how i felt. maybe not on the fling wise but towards the decision you have to make for me to not do some things which i hated.
I know i come off hard. i don't like you wearing too short skirt, too loose clothes, text-ing or even twittering with those guys that i don't like. i don't just hate them. i have my reason.
I know what it's like when a guy flirts with you and i hate that. that is why i asked you to not reply to his twitter. He asked for your number even, that for me is crossing the line. no random guy would just take your number and just be 'friends'.
My problem is that i care too much for you and i really do.
Sorry for being old-fashioned, selfish.
Thanks for staying in my life and never gave up, I LOVE YOU.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY

2011-04-03T03:04:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !!!

IM 19 NOW ~

I seriously think im damn blessed my whole life. regardless of how many mistakes or wrong choices
i have made in the past.
I had finally found my way.
Thank GOD for appearing in my life my love, melissa.
Baby, you were nothing like anyone else.
I love you more than i can imagine.
Thanks for everything sweetheart for always cheering me up using whatever ways you know :)
I must also give one big shoutout to my mum, my step-bro and step- dad and my dad and my grandma!
thanks for chipping in for my birthday !
My little bro was so sweet, he bought me birthday cake and wrote me birthday card. AWW~~
i bought a sonic gear earpiece for my birthday too. hehe.
also ! thanks Nicki poH for buying the birthday present for me !!
much thanks to vera, leonard, ben, girlfriend, dunping for celebrating my birthday for me .
to be honest i was quite sad last night as past 12 i only received 3 messages from people to wish me happy birthday and fb only got like what 30+
i thought nobody cared.. haha. but i was wrong. thanks guys ! I LOVE YOU ALL !
My gf is super sweet as she bought the shirt for me was no ordinary, it was this one time where we went bugis and i just pointed out i liked it and gf went all the way there just to get it for me ! didnt think she remembered. thanks darling!

here's the pictures from my birthday :) just a little preview. will upload more.

2011-03-31T01:45:00.000+08:00

I gave up almost all that i had.
I have only these left to cure me of whatever i needed.
Of my fear of loneliness, insomnia, anxiety attack.

I'm not afraid to die, to bleed.
Love is like a fucking knife that cut you through slowly.
I will let you be that knife and i would not resist you even if it will take the best of me.
I need you to know i love you and nothing can change that.

Tell me what can i do to make you feel secure?
Just take a look at me now..
I'm practically dying now, or in a sense i wish to die.
Please keep me alive like how you used to..
I can't always stay strong you know?
I NEED YOU

Please let me feel like I'm the only one that will make you smile all the time.
I do not wish to hurt you.
I may be selfish at times it's just because i can't afford to lose you not even for awhile.
I'm dependent of you more and more, not a day i can live past without thinking of you.
Do i ever make you feel that way?

faith

2011-03-30T03:12:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry about today.
It's not that i belief you gonna do something like cheating on me.
I trust you dear, i do.
It's the feeling that my girlfriend is hanging out with her ex fling and that they had great history together.
That scene makes me feel like shit.
Do you know that?
How would you feel baby.. if i was the one who went out with my fling.
one on one ? To top it off, i went quite far with her?
what would you say then?
It's not all about the trust.
The trust is there, but the awful feelings too.

Also knowing that he walked you home?
Its like a big knife slice through my heart..
I feel like shit, worse then shit even.
I don't even walk you home and he does..?
what does that make me?
Please understand sweetheart.

regardless of everything, again I'm sorry and just so i know I love you.

complain to SMRT cab

2011-03-25T00:11:00.000+08:00

To: whom ever this may concern

Today. i hired a cab from marina square on my way to bedok north road.

Halfway through the journey it was still alright.

UNTIL, we reached bedok area.

Have told the driver several times that i would like to go to blk 122 at bedok north street 2.

Not questioning the driver's repeated question about the destination before i realized that the driver didn't know how to go there.

The driver made a detour around bedok north street 3. After she proclaimed that she can't find block 122 in that estate, she drove out, and turn out towards bedok north road high way connecting to bedok reservoir road just because she found out that she made a wrong turn at street 3.

The fact is that she drove all the way from bedok street 3 to bedok reservoir road has already took up a lot of my time.

However, that is not all.

After making a U-turn back to bedok north road, she wanted to turn into that exact same estate at street 3, but was later instructed by us, not to do so but head straight towards our destination.

I understand that she may be just street dumb, but not having the initiative to ask where exactly or how could she go there, making the same street dumb mistake twice is really making things fishy.

This journey took roughly 30-40 minutes.

After great discomfort and finally upon reaching my destination,

i indeed was frustrated.

After which i asked the driver "so how much should i pay?".

After 'calculating' the driver somewhat gave a 'discount' of $3.00 ++.

Up till now the cab fare is already up to $18.00++.

So the driver is requesting for me to pay $15.00 for the ride.

Feeling rather cheated i asked again if she thinks that $15.00 is the amount i should pay.

After which, she strongly holds on to her claims stating that she have already Discounted $3.00 ++.

After hearing what the driver said i was greatly displeased as the driver have made MANY turns and rounds and even go as far as to Blk 700++ JUST to make a U-turn.

What's worst is that the driver actually rerouted back and ALMOST made the same mistake again

What's disappointing is not the amount that got rounded up in the end,

but the attitude of this driver is horrendous.

1st of all,

she didn't even apologize for making so many turns and

2nd of all,

when she didn't know the direction she didn't even bother to ask and

last but not least, when confronted her of the driving from places to places not knowing

where exactly is she going.. The driver retaliated saying that "you want pay how much you pay la!".

After hearing what this driver had said i am very disappointed and furious at the same time.

I paid a $10.00 and demanded a receipt to lodge a complain but the driver refuses to give as

she replied with retaliation "you never pay full amount why must i give you the receipt?".

I admit this is partly my fault as i did not pay the full amount but how can this kind of service attitude

be tolerated?

I would be very pleased as to know how you CAN and WILL do to make this right again.

Driver's plate: SHC 6408 H

Contact: 985XXXXX

Email:XXXXXXXXXXXXX@hotmail.com

I would be awaiting your reply.

Yours sincerely,

Andy.

for you

2011-03-18T03:56:00.000+08:00

Dear,

I will be there for you,
this 6 words i swear to you.
when you breathe i want to be the air for you.
althought wordd can't sau what love can do,
be assure.
i WILL be THERE for YOU.

best miracle

2011-03-18T03:21:00.001+08:00

How did you do it dear,
How do you make me get so attracted to you?
Somehow i loved you so much far more then i myself knew i could.
I never knew i could again,
Until YOU happen.
I may not be the best guy out there,
I know I'm definitely not good enough to deserve an angel like you.
But Jesus knows best,
He blessed me with you and he made me shower you with love i never thought i had.
EVERYDAY i THANK the LORD for blessing you with me.

Darling,
I really do wish from the bottom of my heart that one day..
Just one day.
We'll walked down that aisle togethere :)
BIND me in the marriage chain.
I don't care.
What's important is i KNOW i got YOU in MY life my love,
and yes i'm referring to you MELISSA KAY LEE NG.
You are the best miracle that happened to me. :)

2011-03-17T00:55:00.001+08:00

girlfriend accompanied me for lunch when i told her i will be eating alone today.

she bought me this because i told her i have sore throat and flu.

so sweet :)

sweet love

2011-03-16T02:15:00.000+08:00

Gonna blog about how sweet my girlfriend is super sweet today.
my baby came all the way to my office tooday to accompany me for just 15 minutes and she bought me some horrible drink that was suppose to cure sore throat.
THANKS dear for being so caring.
so sweet of you to do that for me, althoough i must apologize.
if not for me you wouldn't kena those disturbance from the fucking bangla.
regardless,
thanks alot baby for today, i really appreciate it.
LOVE YOU DARLING.

P.S.: can't wait for our 6th month. :B

What if..

2011-03-09T02:50:00.000+08:00

Just the thought of losing you,
kills me.
i can never imagine life without you.
I love you more than anything else in the world except for jesus. (SORRY)
Nothing can ever replace you dear.
YOU are the only one i want.

God save me

2011-03-03T01:55:00.000+08:00

I seriously don't know what went wrong baby,
if it's something that i did.
Please tell me so.
Ever since that day that one time that i flare up, things seems to change a little.
I'm really sorry for what happen dear but in any case i'm your boyfriend.
Like i always said i want to be a part of your life in every way, please don't just treat me like a passing moment or memories.
I want to last with you, i really do.
All the time i talked about us getting married and having a baby.
I'm not joking.
I don't know what is it honey, but i have this strong voice in my head that tell me you are the ONE.
It hurts knowing that you still mentioned about your ex and everything.
I know i may have my history, but all that doesn't matter anymore.
I know i'm not good enough for you, in fact anyone.
But i wished you cherish me baby.
No matter how many times you dreamt that we will break just please remember that i will constantly
remind you of how much i love you.
Love is not just by words, i know.
How to prove it i don't know.
But i know if i were to give up my whole life just for you, i will do it.
I seriously meant this and god shall be my witness of my heart.
I know i may say this a million times but baby i want you to know that "I LOVE YOU".

OMG

2011-02-11T08:45:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i wonder why i love you so much, but i couldn't find any answer. I just love the feeling i have when I'm with you, when i could tell you my troubles and you would listen, when you are there to encourage me when times are bad, when i really screw up and you never failed to forgive me, when you said 'I love you', when you smile, when you're in my arms, the way you looked at me, the way we kissed, the way we hugged.
If i were to put this into words it wouldn't be enough.
I just love you for who you are. OH MY GOSH. I'm so in love. God really blesses me. =D

In love

2011-02-11T05:17:00.002+08:00

When i fall in love,
I want to be with you always,
In happiness, to smile with you,
and be the one to hug you near,
In sadness, to cry with you,
and be the one to dry your tears.

When i fall i love,
I'll spend my every waking,
and sleeping moments with you,
and cause every moment in its eternal lovely form.

When i fall in love,
I'll miss you the moment i say ' bye'
and my heart will yearn for the moment to say 'hello'.

When i fall in love,
all my old hurts and pain seems lost,
and fade away, and i'll be strong,
and brave once again.

When i fall in love,
i want you to be happy always,
forever and to always feel the happiest of them all,
Because this is how i feel the day i fell in love with you.

Sweet love of mine

2011-02-11T05:08:00.002+08:00

I know it hasn't been long since i last saw you my dear,
But to me it feels as long as thousand years.
I miss you to the point i lost all sanity,
There has to be an end to all this calamity.

I think of you every second and every breathe,
For you i would stare even to the face of death.
To kiss your lips is to taste the sweetness of love,
And it brings forth feeling from the heavens above.

To look into your eyes is to gaze into the sky,
So beautiful with the stars and heaven above inside.
To see your smile is to see the divine,
This poem is for you, sweet love of mine.

There for you

2011-02-11T05:03:00.002+08:00

When you find your days are bad,
and every single moment sad.
I'll be there to bring a cheer,
Because for me you are so dear.

At times you feel like screaming,
When life seems to have no meaning,
I'll be there to calm you down,
Because i don't want you to frown.

When you are feeling very blue,
When you are confused about what is true,
I'll pray to god to solve your problems,
I'll make you smile in minutes.

I'll stand by you when others are gone,
I'll be a shoulder for you to cry on,
Away your loneliness i'll send,
Into sorrow i won't let you descend.

I'll help you face your fears,
I'll wipe your tears.
just call for me,
and there I'll be.

only you

2011-02-11T04:58:00.003+08:00

I'll share all your secret thoughts,
i won't reveal them at any cost,
I'll be your true love you'll see,
Not just now but for eternity.
So when you're upset or gloomy,
Don't hesitate to call on me,
Good things or bad things whatever you do,
I'll always be there for you.

LOVE

2011-02-11T04:55:00.002+08:00

Of all the girls i've met,
You're the one i can't forget.
If i should die before i wake,
I'll wait for you at the golden gate,
if you're not there by judgment day.
I'll know you went the other way,
I'll give the angels back their wins and golden harp and everything,
and just to prove that my love is true.
I would go through hell with you.

thinking of you

2011-02-11T04:44:00.002+08:00

When we're apart you're all i think of,
I long to see your eyes and smile.
Eye that sparkles like precious gems,
A smile that lights up my heart with love,
Like the light of the world shining down from heaven.
I long to hold your hand,
just a touch warms my soul to the coldest day.
I long to hold you in my arms,
Arms that give me such a sense of security,
That nothing could ever take you away from me.
I long ti kiss your precious lips,
Lips as sweet as candy exploding with passion.
Forgive me if when we're together,
I can't stop adoring your divine beauty.
I see love glistening in your eyes,
I feel love in thr warmth of your hands,
And in the tremble of your kiss.
I often think i'm the luckiest in the world,
But GOD constantly remind me it's not so,
It is his blessing, not luck.
For me to have an angel like you. =D

To : Melissa Kay Lee Ng

2011-02-11T04:21:00.003+08:00

Everyday i find myself falling for you more and more.
all i want is just to hug you to sleep.
the last one i want to see before i sleep is you,
and the first one i want to see is you.
all i have in my heart is only you,
and YOU only baby.
i know i had my flaws and I'm really grateful that you loved me despite of all that i am.
Baby, i know i said this many times but it won't hurt saying it over and over again because i really do mean it. i love you and i really meant it.
all i want is you.
no matter what happen i want to be the one for you.
I want to be the one you will look for when you despair,
I want to be the one you want to look for when you're happy,
I want to be the one you want to look for when you are looking for a punching bag,
I want to be the one you want to look for to vent all your angers on.
I know i do not have a good temper with kids.
I HATE them when they scream or cry,
But dear.. i know you LOVE them and i will learn to do that too.
Dear, i want to be the one that you would want to marry,
The one that you would always think of no matter what.
Sorry i always disappoint you dear.
But i will learn,
Everyone makes mistakes right.
I have made so many mistake in my life,
I want you to be the RIGHT that i make.
I know you are the ONE.
I know the things that i do is unacceptable,
I know. really.
3 months is not enough to stop. i need more time.
Dear, although i can't promise you that i can be there for you ALL the time you need me,
But please know this.
I WILL LOVE YOU TILL MY VERY LAST BREATHE.
I WANT YOU TO FEEL LIKE THE ONLY GIRL IN THE ONE.
My heart have no one else but you now,
I LOVE YOU SWEETHEART.
Baby, although all this may seems like words only to you know.
But trust me, i will prove to you.
All this i said truthfully from the bottom of my heart, god shall be my witness.

I WANT YOU TO BE MINE FOREVER

2011-02-01T02:25:00.002+08:00

I just want YOU to be happy,
that's all i EVER wanted.

I have said this once and i will repeat this as many times as it takes..
I LOVE YOU
NOTHING is gonna take that phrase away from my mouth,
sorry that some promises i made i could not hold on to,
sorry i may not be able to make you smile when you needed to,
sorry for not being the best,
i just NEED you to know that i CAN'T live without YOU

It really hurts me when i know that you are going through a phrase where i can't even
stand in to help.
As a boyfriend, i felt helpless.
i don't know who else to turn to..

Every time you said you're okay,
from your tone i felt that it's not.

Many things i can't promise you that i will keep,
but this ONE thing that i always will never stop doing,
is LOVING YOU.

So please honey, let ME be a PART of your LIFE.

2011-01-08T02:20:00.000+08:00

The Serpent and the Illuminati (part 2)
By Sherry Shriner
http://www.thewatcherfiles.com

Why? To keep people in the dark and unprepared for the great lie that is coming. They could not pull it off if everyone already understood who these aliens really are. Many pastors today are following the drumbeat of their training seminaries and not God. They are following man's wisdom, not God's while religious leaders aren't preparing their congregations for what is coming, and in their own ignorance, they do not even realize they've been deceived themselves because they refused the truth as it is in Yahweh, and they have blindly accepted only what man has told them to believe or teach.

The Lord has told me that in the coming days, these Aliens will make their presence more visibly and physically known on earth. They seek only to destroy mankind. Right now they are infiltrating many groups and organizations and claiming through gullible people to be ascended masters who want to help mankind. Do not believe their lies. They speak with forked tongues. They say they want to help save the earth while they plan its overthrow and destruction at the same time.

The veil is being lifted.

In the near future, even more than there are now, many people will start to proclaim the truths of aliens in our midst. However, not everything they say is true. Their real purpose is to push a dark hidden agenda and to hide the real truth. They will even televise worldwide an interview with an "alien" who is nothing but Satan himself in Alien form.

Many of the lies being put out is for this specific reason: To inform the public on the paranormal, occult, UFO's, earth changes, and to herd and brainwash the people into believing that the Aliens from outer space are our creators, our forefathers, ascended masters, and enlightened ones.

They are creating the foundation for the biggest deception that has ever been perpetrated on mankind. That mankind is a creation of these Aliens and that they are our gods, and therefore, there is no real God; the Bible will be wrongfully discredited, and they will proclaim that there are no such things as natural God given rights. It is about World Government and total control over the surviving masses by the elite of the occult secret societies. And that is what these incremental brainwashers will try to do.

These Aliens are not extra terrestrial; they are terrestrial and subterranean. They live within our earth and parts of our sky. The Bible explicitly tells us that Satan is the prince and the power of the air. It also tells us about demons, hell, hybrids and the Nephilim and Annunaki.

The Illuminati

The Illuminati are the Nephilim. The Bilderbergers, the main group within the Illuminati also known as the Shadow Government, are the hybrid children of the Nephilim.

Mutations of Nephilim DNA over the generations negated the giantism defect thus allowing them to infiltrate amongst the nations undetected. Many of them infiltrated and intermarried with the surrounding races to contaminate human DNA. At the same time, a select few of the Nephilim were kept aside to keep their DNA pure and uncontaminated from strictly human DNA. To keep it pure, they intermarried between themselves.

Just as Yahweh would have a pure, uncontaminated seedline, so would Lucifer and the Nephilim.

The parents of these Nephilim children in charge of keeping certain lines uncontaminated would become their controllers. These controllers, working behind the scenes, today represent these 13 Illuminati bloodlines and rule through 13 super wealthy families.

These controllers are Aliens and a mere faction of Lucifer's Kingdom, controlling world governments through their children.

The New World Order is a vast network of organizations and secret societies encompassing government and religion. Like the New Age Movement, it is vast network of loose conglomerates all working together to bring about a common cause. In this instance, the New World Order network is working to bring about one world government where the New Age is bringing about a New World Religion of pantheism.

In other words, there is a council of Aliens who rule the earth through their children whom they have placed to dominate the banking, marketing/corporations and governments. These whom we call the Illuminati, are Biblically referred to as Nephilim.

This group of hybrid Illuminati children would dominate in every generation through banking and politics. They would dominate Money and Political Power.

The Illuminati is the uncontaminated strain of hybrid blood. Uncontaminated from being 100% pure human DNA that is. The only way to keep it that way is by interbreeding amongst themselves. They consist of 13 family bloodlines that are ruled by their "parents," also known as, Aliens.

They are a very secretive group of occult practitioners whose strict bloodlines have been around for thousands and thousands of years. It is not a boys' club but a very well structured organization consisting of people in the highest offices of government, politics, entertainment, and religion. These people are the super wealthy, who stand above the law. Many of them don't even appear on the lists of the wealthiest people in the world so that they can remain secret.

Here are the names of the 13 families also known as the Secret Government or Shadow Government:

1. Astor
2. Bundy
3. Collins
4. DuPont
5. Freeman
6. Kennedy
7. Li (Chinese)
8. Onassis
9. Rockefeller
10. Rothschild
11. Russell
12. van Duyn
13. Merovingian (European Royal Families)
The following families are also interconnected with those above:
1. Reynolds
2. Disney
3. Krupp
4. McDonald

Also, in addition to those four families, there are hundreds of others that are connected more distantly to the main 13 Illuminati bloodlines. Although significant, they are not mentioned here; they are considered less powerful and less pure by the 13 Elite Bloodlines although the others make up the bulk of Cain's seed.

Those in these particular 13 bloodlines are the top players on the International playground and they are the men who really rule the world from behind the scenes (yes, they are mostly men, with a few exceptions). They are known as the "Black Nobility", the Decision Makers, the ones who make up the rules for presidents and governments to follow, and they are often held from public scrutiny because they can't stand being scrutinized or questioned.

Their power lies in the occult and in the economy. Politicians don't run the world, the bankers do. The Illuminati knows very well since the inception of the ages that money creates power and through their children they own all the International banks, the oil-businesses, the most powerful corporations of industry and trade and they infiltrate and control world politics. They own most governments and control all elections ensuring their candidate always gets elected. Free elections are for entertainment purposes only.

If you checked the family lines of American presidents and their ancestry you would find they are all related containing Illuminati bloodlines.

So what are the goals of the Illuminati? To create a One World Government and a New World Order for Satan to come and rule over. The human aspect, the children of the Nephilim, these Illuminati hybrids are deceived into thinking they will rule the world with Satan, but Satan will have no need for humans when he arrives with millions of his forces to take over the world they established for him. They will find out how expendable they are and no longer needed.

The goal of a one world government has been in the planning throughout the centuries away from the public's eyes within the Secret Societies. All Secret Societies with secret levels of initiation are owned and controlled by the Illuminati, and Freemasonry is probably the best known. The persons who control the societies and the Illuminati are occultists and Satanists who practice Black Magic. Their God is Lucifer. "The Light Bearer", and by occult practices they manipulate and influence the masses. It doesn't matter if you and I believe in this or not, as long as they do. And they take it very seriously. They don't believe in Satan, but their own definition of Lucifer and what he is to them.

From occult technologies given to them by the Aliens they have developed mind control technology and hypnotic suggestion. By taking over the Movie Industry, the Record companies, and by their control of the Fine Arts, they know how to influence the masses to accept their kind of reality. This makes sense if you look at what kind of "entertainment" we are enforced to enjoy.

It is the Illuminati who created and controls Hollywood and they influence and condition the masses through ET movies and dooms day films revealing what is, or what is going to be, or what could be. They subtley reveal their plans through Hollywood.

The Secrets of the Illuminati

One of the first secret societies to merge out of the nations of mankind was the "Brotherhood of the Snake", a secret society that refers to Satan (the Great Serpent) back in the Garden of Eden. The Illuminati consider Satan as the good God since Satan gave man knowledge and Yahweh to be evil for trying to suppress the same. It is from this viewpoint that Satanism was developed and is practiced within the secret societies of all ages.

The Illuminati have always ruled over the secret societies, under various names throughout the ages. In this day and age, they are known as the Illuminati, or,"The Enlightened Ones."

What they don't want you to know is that they are shape shifting reptilians. There are two aspects to the Illuminati, the human and the Alien. The human aspect that we see, generation from generation are as children of the Nephilim controlled by their parents, the Anunnaki. It is their hybrid DNA that allows them to shapeshift back and forth between reptile and human forms. An ability that is developed through not only their DNA, but blood drinking and rituals that allows for the presence of reptilian hosts to possess them.

The original Brotherhood of the Snake split up into different groups over time as a result of inner fighting and disagreements. As a result groups such as Freemasonry, Scottish Rite, Rosicrucians, Knights Templars, the Knights of Malta and others were formed but always led by the Illuminati itself. Public relations campaigns have always been the forefront to keep people away from the real purpose of these societies, such as the Freemasons who believe their society is one of charity and good works. Rarely is the true purpose revealed unless an initiate is of the highest ranks. Officially all secret societies are charity organizations and they will go to great lengths to give the public this impression and use those in the lower ranks as pawns for this purpose.

The Illuminati claims to have invented the different religions, sects and cults so the masses would be busy doing something else instead of looking into what they were actually doing. They put themselves in charge of the churches to enslave people and to spread conflicts between religions. Most wars throughout history have been religious wars to serve the agenda of the Brotherhood.

It is the Rothschild's and Rockefeller's who head the Illuminati today working to bring about what they refer to as The Golden Age - The Age of the Antichrist.
Secret Societies and the Illuminati believe that power is attached to symbols and thus the symbols of the Illuminati revealing their massive infiltration into every aspect of our society are flagrantly displayed on corporation logos and religious symbols. Simply put, they are everywhere. The world is full of their black magic symbols. The Illuminati believe that the more symbols around, the more magic power to them. The insignia of the Illuminati and the New World Order is the "Pyramid with the All-Seeing- Eye", which you can study on the back of the U.S. One Dollar Bill The All-Seeing-Eye is the Eye of Horus, which is the Eye of Lucifer, and goes back to the Egyptian era. The One Dollar Bill was designed by President Roosevelt's administration.

Other common symbols are the pentagram (five-pointed star), the hexagram (six-pointed star - The Star of David), the Swastika reversed (the way Hitler used it) and the pyramid in general.

Almost every single president of the USA has committed treason when taking office by lying under oath.

When a person belongs to a secret society they take oaths of loyalty foremost to that society or Brotherhood. That means that person's first loyalty is always to the Brotherhood This means that if this person has a specific post in society (like being President for example), his first loyalty is to the Brotherhood and second to his post as President. So he has in fact double loyalties Every president swears an oath of loyalty to protect and defend the Constitution of America, yet these societies have an agenda and purpose that betrays and destroys the Constitution.

All of these societies are secretly working toward a one world government not democracy no matter how much double-speak they blab. Neither are they working to protect and defend the freedoms of the people but they devise ways to enslave them under a fascist rule.

Those at the very top of the societies are tested to see whom their loyalty belongs. In Freemasonry at the lower 30 degree levels the initiate is asked to spit on the Christian cross or the Bible. If the initiate refuses he is told he did the right thing, yet never advances from that point on. In fact, most don't even know that Freemasonry goes well beyond the 33rd degree level and all the way up to 360 degrees. If the initiate spits on the cross or Bible he is advanced and allowed to move on up the chart where he is then allowed to become more involved with the real purpose of the Society which is black magic and Satanism and given more knowledge of the secrets of the society.

What are the big secrets of these societies and the Bilderberger faction of the Illuminati? That they are in communication with Aliens, the real power behind the society and that their purpose is to bring about a one world government for these Aliens to rule over. They will learn that those in the society and factions are subservient to the Alien forces that rule and sit at the top of the chain of command in the ruling hierarchy. They will also learn that one of the instrumental ways to accomplish their goals of a one world government is through mind control and occult and Satanic power used to manipulate the masses. They will use conditioning mediums such as Hollywood and the music industry to control and manipulate the masses into accepting the reality of a New World Order and the presence of Aliens on earth.

And what do they get in exchange for going along with the goals of the Alien Illuminati? If they agree to sell their souls to Lucifer they will be rewarded with power and wealth. But upon their death Lucifer gets their soul in return. A high price to pay for temporal success and wealth on earth. Those who sell their soul to the devil become possessed by demons who will torment them if they should ever go against the goals of the society.

The Bilderbergers, Trilateral Commission, and Council of Foreign Relations are all groups within the Illuminati. The United Nations is the World police for the Illuminati. It was founded to be able to step in and take military control over a country or a region which is countering their Agenda or rebelling against them.
These groups contain political leaders from the President of the United States to leaders of other countries. They include politicians, bankers, media personalities, it is a literal who's who of those in the public domain. Their purpose is a World government by 2012

It is the Bilderberger group that is often referred to as the Shadow Government. This group contains elected leaders from various countries who betray and sell out their countries to serve the purposes of the Brotherhood and the Illuminati. It is high treason, and this is what our elected officials are doing.

The time is coming closer and closer when America will be invaded by thousands, perhaps millions of UFOs and aliens, armed and ready to overthrow our government and population, in collusion with our own government to even do so. Our military will be defenseless against them. They will not come as friendly beings from outer space but as hostile enemies.

It is these Aliens themselves who have been working through the different factions, secret societies and world elite to bring about the NWO and global government. They puff up and promise leadership roles, fame and fortune in the coming global kingdom for those in these societies who cooperate with them and help bring it to pass. But those in these societies and the Brotherhood will learn soon enough why Lucifer-Satan is called the Father of Lies. He will betray and kill them all when He rises to power. Do these people really think he would share his 'kingdom' with anyone?

Murder, mayhem, betrayal, double crossing, and an Alien invasion. The time clock for America is ticking. Can you hear it as loudly as I do? The Lord is Warning America today. The Aliens ARE coming. The veil is being lifted and the Alien Nation beast kingdom, prophesied by Daniel and John, will come to pass enabling the Alien beast kingdom to take over the whole world.

If you are fence sitting, it's time to get off the fence. If you are backsliding, it's time to get back with Yahweh. Time is running out, and unless He protects you, there will be no place to hide. The only safety we have is in Him. Many will be hidden by Him, and yet many more will suffer martyrdom and testing for His sake. Be prepared for the days coming ahead and stay focused in Him. It isn't time to go to sleep.

2011-01-07T02:10:00.003+08:00

The Serpent and the Illuminati (part 1)
By Sherry Shriner
http://www.thewatcherfiles.com

For the past 2000 years the signs and artifacts of a Pre-Adamic civilization have haunted the churches. Controlled by Rome who rules them all, they were and have been steered away from seeking answers. While many follow church dogma in blind acceptance, many more know something is missing and seek answers on their own. Many, are starting to step out of the box of mind control and seek Yahweh and His truths on their own.

Over the centuries archeologists have found artifacts and signs of a pre-adamic civilization indicating extreme intelligent life had once existed before ours and pre-dated well before the flood of Noah. So much so that our own modern technologically advanced world could not even begin to explain how a civilization before ours could have been so much more advanced than our own.

The churches did not have the answers about this previous civilization, and those who did, did not want the information known, but kept hidden and tucked away into what eventually would become known as secret societies. Instead of serving as ministers of righteousness those who control our churches became ministers of suppressing information. What are they hiding?

Jesus told us the last days would be as the days of Noah, most of those in the top hierarchy of the churches don't serve the Most High God, they Serve Lucifer, and they surpressed the early days of civilization from the people so that when it comes around again and presents itself in the last days it can be utilized as part of the charade that heralds the Antichrist as God. They are all working together, the tops of the churches, governments, secret societies, passed on through the ages by positions…they are trying to deceive the people and keep them in the dark about the past so they won't recognize what is coming in the future, or what recognize the daily war we are in against the battle between the wheat and the tares.

Most smaller churches don't realize they are controlled, or how much they are. Most pastors today have graduated from the seminaries of the dead that are owned and operated by such New Age charlatans as Norman Vincent Peale and Jesuits posing as protestants sent by the Roman Catholic Church to infiltrate and control them. All of the religious organizations and denominational chains are steered at the top by henchmen who serve Rome. Independent churches form to break away from denominational chains, but through their years of training of doctrine conditioning, they never really break away from the box.

Digging into the Bible Codes, I discovered there was indeed a thriving technologically advanced civilization on earth previously and that because of their rebellion against the Most High, its civilization was obliterated out of existence, causing the complete destruction of the earth.

This civilization on earth contained the ancient cities of Atlantis and Lemuria and had inter-galactic trade with other planets such as Mars, Venus, and the others within our solar system. When Lucifer rebelled against the Most High as the reigning cherub over all these planets, he instigated a multi-planet rebellion bringing the Lord's wrath of hailstones of fire against all the planets involved. Entire angelic civilizations were destroyed, and many of these angels involved that did not face His immediate judgment of imprisonment were forced into the hollow areas of their respective planets to survive.

The Bible speaks of Lucifer's rebellion in Isaiah 14:12-14

"How are thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! How art thou cut down to the ground which didst weaken the nations! For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven,I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High."

In Ezekial 28 it says: "You were the anointed cherub that covers, and I had put you in the holy height of God..."

Lucifer was not happy just being a high ranking cherub with rule over several planets. He wanted to be like the Most High God. And you will find the pre-Adamic, pre-historic civilization on this earth within his realm of dominion and rebellion.
Most of us are led to believe that Lucifer's rebellion was a quick event that was quickly put down by the Most High God, but it did not happen that way.

The evolutionists were not completely wrong. These things did exist at one time, a concept the church refuses to even acknowledge. But where everyone has gone wrong is in who created what.

Atlantis and Lemuria were cities on ancient Earth where these angels dwelled and developed technology that far surpassed anything we have ever had or seen. And they were not confined to earth, they could travel to distant planets and visit, trade, and cohabitate with the angels who lived on them. In fact, the New World Order is nothing but this ancient planetary old world order revived for the last days. Planetary trade and economics was Lucifer's dominion, and he ruled from a distant planet called Rahab.

The Bible codes reveal that Lucifer had a mansion or dwelling place on all these planets including earth, but his home planet was Rahab, located between Mars and Jupiter, and it was completely destroyed and cast out of our solar system with its inhabitants imprisoned inside of it. Rahab is returning to earth in these last days and is known more commonly as Nibiru or Planet X where those imprisoned will be released and allowed to come to earth to help Lucifer subdue and conquer it. When the Lord judged and destroyed Rahab He allowed Lucifer and some of his forces to escape.

The DNA imprint of humans is 11-22-33 and the angels couldn't duplicate it. It represents the 11 ribs, 22 bones in the skull, and the 33 vertebrae of mankind. To this day, these are the most significant numbers for any occult group in existence. They could not figure it out then, and to this day, they cannot master and duplicate Yahweh's creation of man and woman.

After the Most High had had enough of their rebellion, and having given them plenty of time to repent for doing so, He utterly destroyed their homes and civilizations. The planets were all destroyed with hailstones of fire, and those who rebelled were cast into imprisonment or forced to make homes in the inside hollow cavities of their respective planets to live in. As part of their judgment, they lost their angelic looks and appearance and became ugly grotesque looking beings.

When the Most High recreated the earth, many, perhaps thousands of years later, Lucifer and his minions watched. And they conspired to destroy the creation of man and woman that Yahweh had placed in the Garden of Eden.

Since the recreation of earth and the creation of Adam and Eve, Lucifer has worked behind the scenes directly and indirectly conspiring and working to destroy the Most High's plans. And since Lucifer's initial rebellion, the Lord has allowed it and used Lucifer for His own purposes through it all.

Isa 45:7 "I form the light, and create darkness: I make peace, and create evil: I the LORD do all these things."

It wasn't long after God had created Adam and Eve that Satan would make his move on how to destroy what Yahweh had created. Lucifer, one of the trees of the garden they were commanded to stay away from, seduced Eve and through the child of their union, Cain, the Serpent Seedline of the devil's would begin.
Cain, The Serpent's Seed.

In Genesis 3:15a He said, "And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed." Enmity means mutual hatred. He is saying there is mutual hatred between the seedline of Satan's and the seedline of Eve's. So there are two seedlines. The serpent seed started with Cain and Adam's seed started with Seth. No matter how they have tried to cover it up in the KJV, the Dead Sea Scrolls and even verses such as Gen. 3:15 make it clear that Satan had his own seedline and it started back with Eve.

Let's start at the beginning of Genesis chapter three:

Genesis 3:1-6

1. Now the serpent was more subtle than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden?

In the Hebrew the word serpent is Hebrew word # 5175: nachash (naw-khawsh'); a snake (from its hiss). From # 5172: nachash (naw-khash'); a primitive root; properly, to hiss, ie: whisper a (magic) spell; generally, to prognosticate: to practice divination, to divine, to observe signs, to learn by experience, to diligently observe, to practice fortune telling, to take as an omen. This obviously is describing a person, and not a literal reptile.

This serpent is no ordinary snake! It is Satan himself. The serpent is just one of Satan's many names. In the book of Revelation there are several of Satan's names identified, but it is all the same one entity such as serpent, devil, or dragon.

The word tree isHebrew word # 6086: `ets (ates); a tree (from its firmness) from # 6095:`atsah (aw-tsaw'); a primitive root; properly, to fasten (or make firm), ie: to close the eyes. figuratively: The spine giving firmness to the body (The body is the trunk, and the arms and legs are the limbs).

And God uses the word "trees" symbolically in the scriptures to mean People both good and bad. And below is just one example of 'trees' being used symbolically for people:

Isaiah 61:1-3

1 The Spirit of the Lord GOD is upon me; because the LORD hath anointed me to preach good tidings unto the meek; he hath sent me to bind up the brokenhearted, to proclaim liberty to the captives, and the opening of the prison to them that are bound;
2 To proclaim the acceptable year of the LORD, and the day of vengeance of our God; to comfort all that mourn;
3 To appoint unto them that mourn in Zion, to give unto them beauty for ashes, the oil of joy for mourning, the garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness; that they might be called trees of righteousness, the planting of the LORD, that he might be glorified. (KJV)

Back to Genesis:

2 And the woman said unto the serpent, We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden:
3 But of the fruit of the tree which is in the midst of the garden, God hath said, Ye shall not eat of it, neither shall ye touch it, lest ye die.

The phrase fruit of the tree is Hebrew word # 6529 periy- fruit, in a wide sense: a) fruit, produce (of the ground), or b) fruit, offspring, children, progeny ( used of the womb), or figuratively c) fruit (of actions). The phrase eat of it is Hebrew word #398; 'akal (aw-kal'); This word has many uses, among which, one use means to lay with a woman (which is a sexual act) touch is Hebrew word # 5060; naga` (naw-gah'); Properly, to touch, ie: to lay the hand upon (for any purpose); euphemism for: to lie with a woman.

4 And the serpent said unto the woman, Ye shall not surely die:

The word serpent is Satan. The phrase Ye shall not surely die is the first lie in the Bible, and it was Satan as the serpent that uttered it! Satan is called "The father of lies."

5 For God doth know that in the day ye eat thereof, then your eyes shall be opened, and ye shall be as gods, knowing good and evil.

The phrase your eyes shall be opened is the second lie in the Bible, and Satan is also the author of this one. Remember from verse one, that the tree that the serpent wants Eve to partake of means: "To close the eyes," as in being deceived, and losing sight of the only commandment from God at that time:

Remember God said to Adam in Gen 2:17, "But of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, thou shalt not eat of it: for in the day that thou eatest thereof thou shalt surely die." Anyway on to verse 3:6

6 And when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, and that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree to be desired to make one wise she took of the fruit thereof, and did eat, and gave also unto her husband with her; and he did eat.

This was obviously no ordinary tree, in fact it wasn't a literal tree at all it was Satan himself! The phrase pleasant to the eyes = Hebrew word #2530; chamad: To desire, to covet, to take pleasure in, to delight in, to be desirable, to delight greatly, to desire greatly, desirableness, preciousness. The word desired = Hebrew word # 8378 ta'avah (tah-av-aw'); from 183 (abbreviated); to yearn for, to lust after (used of bodily appetites) a longing; by implication, a delight (subjectively, satisfaction, objectively, a charm): a desire, a wish, longings of one's heart; lust, an appetite, covetousness (in a bad sense), to covet, to wait longingly. To make one wise = Apple trees don't make you smart but Satan can give you forbidden knowledge. The word took = Hebrew word # 3947 laqach (law-kakh'); a primitive root; to take (in the widest variety of applications): to take, to lay hold of, to receive, to marry, to take a wife, to take to or for a person, to procure, to get, to take possession of, to select, to choose, to take in marriage, to receive, to accept.

This sure doesn't sound like Eve is just enjoying an apple, this is far more than an appreciation for literal fruit on a literal tree. All of this language is figurative and symbolic for what really happened. Does the account above sound like someone eating an apple to you? Of course not, but you have probably been lied to since Sunday School about what really happened in the garden of Eden.

Here is what really happened in the garden of Eden: Eve lost her virginity to 'the serpent,' whom was that 'Tree of the knowledge of good and evil in the midst of the garden,' and who is none other than Satan himself.

By the way, I haven't seen the word 'apple' mentioned in these scriptures yet, have you? You won't either, nowhere in God's Word does it say that Adam and Eve ate an apple! Yet we see modern religious paintings showing Eve holding an apple. Why? Because it makes for good symbolism and makes a better story to hide what really happened.

Adam also partook of this 'forbidden fruit.' Satan is a super-natural being possessing supernatural powers, thus he can appear to Adam and Eve as two different things (beings, entities) if he had wanted to. We don't know for sure as to what degree Adam partook of this fruit, but as we read on, we will see that Eve became pregnant from her doing so.

She was impregnated and conceived by the serpent first, then she conceived a second time from Adam. Eve went on to bear twins (Cain and Able).

Genesis 3:7-13

7 And the eyes of them both were opened, and they knew that they were naked; and they sewed fig leaves together, and made themselves aprons.

Eating apples doesn't make you ashamed of your nakedness! But losing your innocence and your virginity certainly can. We also notice that they didn't make masks to cover mouths that had just eaten apples; they made aprons to cover their 'private parts' because they were now more conscious of them and embarrassed.

Simply eating an apple does not do this to anyone! Fruit does not make one aware or conscious of whether they have clothes on or not.

8 And they heard the voice of the LORD God walking in the garden in the cool of the day: and Adam and his wife hid themselves from the presence of the LORD God amongst the trees of the garden.
9 And the LORD God called unto Adam, and said unto him, Where art thou?
10 And he said, I heard thy voice in the garden, and I was afraid, because I was naked; and I hid myself.
11 And he said, Who told thee that thou wast naked? Hast thou eaten of the tree, whereof I commanded thee that thou shouldest not eat?
12 And the man said, The woman whom thou gavest to be with me, she gave me of the tree, and I did eat.
13 And the LORD God said unto the woman, What is this that thou hast done? And the woman said, The serpent beguiled*1 me, and I did eat. (KJV)

In Strong's, #398 the term "eat" means to eat, also to lay. The term "touch" in Strong's is #5060 which means naga, to touch, also to have sexual intercourse. Both terms had and have sexual connotations to them.

Beguiled used in this text is the same as "seduced." Furthermore, Scripture says Cain "was of that wicked one" he was a son of Satan's through the seduction of Eve. The term "of" is the same that means offspring. Neither is Cain listed anywhere in the descendents of Adam which strongly indicates Cain was not his son. The official beginning of the wheat and the tares began with Eve. The wheat AND the tares.

The tree of knowledge was the means to sexual knowledge they received from Lucifer. Knowledge is to "know." Knowing means to perceive, experience, learn. It is also used as an euphemism of "to know someone" sexually as when Adam "knew" his wife. The terms eat, touch, and know are often used in Biblical lingo for sexual relations. Lucifer was the way of knowing good and evil. He was the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil because through him they would learn evil, they would perceive evil, and they would experience it.

Who was the tree of life in the Garden of Eden? Yahushua was. Who was the tree of the knowledge of good and evil? Lucifer. How do we 'eat of the tree of life?" We commune with Him. We are never to commune with Lucifer, and in this instance he seduced Eve, impregnated her, and began his own genealogical offspring and seedline on this earth that is part of us today.

Gen 3:14-15

14 And the LORD God said unto the serpent, Because thou hast done this, thou art cursed above all cattle, and above every beast of the field; upon thy belly shalt thou go, and dust shalt thou eat all the days of thy life:

The phrase upon thy belly shalt thou go is A Hebraic (figure of speech) for utter defeat as in Ps 72:9 & Isa 49:23. The phrase dust shalt thou eat = A Hebraism (figure of speech) meaning an ultimate term of degradation, as in Ps 44:25.

Now the next verse will also show us the first mention of the promise of the Messiah Jesus Christ. This verse also contains the first prophecy in the Bible:

15 And I will put enmity between thee and the woman, and between thy seed and her seed it shall bruise thy. head and thou shalt bruise his heel.

The word enmity is from the Hebrew word #342 'eybah (ay-baw'); from 340; hostility: a primitive root; to hate (as one of an opposite tribe or party); hence to be hostile. The phrase between thee and the woman = Not enmity between a garden snake and a woman, that doesn't even make sense! But enmity between the offspring of the serpent (Satan) and the offspring of the woman (Eve, through Adam, and thus of God). Between thy seed and her seed = seed: Hebrew word #2233 zera`- seed, sowing, offspring, a sowing, seed, semen virile, offspring, descendants, posterity, children. From #2232:to become pregnant, to be made pregnant. The word it refers to Jesus Christ. The phrase bruise thy head means Jesus destroying Satan. The word thou = Satan and bruise his heel = Satan causing the crucifixion of Jesus Christ.

Jesus' heels were bruised when He was nailed to the cross. The offspring and descendants of the serpent (Satan) are called Kenites (which means sons of Cain; whom was the first murderer). These Kenites multiplied, and in the process of time four-thousand years later, went on to infiltrate the Hebrew peoples and distort the Hebrew religion of the Old Testament founding the religion of Judaism. It must be pointed out that all Hebrew peoples are not Jews! The term "Jew" is a religious moniker not a national identity as alleged.

Cain and Able were what is called 'Fraternal Twins.' Which is one birth of two children, conceived at different times. Cain was born first, then Abel

Satan knew that the Messiah Jesus Christ would come through the lineage of Eve. This was the first attempt by Satan to destroy the pure seed line that Christ was to come through.

Satan is fearful of Christ because he knows that it is Yahushua, Jesus Christ who will eventually accomplish casting him into the lake of fire (Hell), which will be his eternal punishment. We know that Satan's plan failed with the ultimate birth of Yahushua Jesus Christ who upon his crucifixion, defeated death, which is to say defeated Satan. Satan is death, it is one of his many names and roles he has played and will play in the Bible.

Many of you are hearing this for the first time. Because if you have sat in church programming all of your lives you haven't heard the truth even though it is right there in the Bible. The apple was figurative for sexual relations masked with the terminology "Eve was beguiled by Satan" and until people accept it as the truth it is, they will stay blind to the real war going on today which is between the Serpent Seedline and the rest of the human race.

Most church pastors today will pull out Genesis 4:1 which reads, "And Adam knew Eve his wife; and she conceived, and bare Cain, and said, I have gotten a man from the Lord."

There are many omissions and translation errors throughout the Bible. The Dead Sea Scrolls confirm that Genesis 4:1 was tampered with. In fact the passage should read:

And Adam knew his wife Eve, who was pregnant by Sammael (Satan), and she conceived and bare Cain, and he was like the heavenly beings, and not like the earthly beings, and she said, I have gotten a man from the angel of the Lord.

Now we know that anything of the Lord is confirmed elsewhere. IF Cain was indeed Satan's son, we wouldn't have to count on just one passage to prove it.

In fact there are many:

I John 3:12 "Not as Cain, who was of that wicked one, and slew his (half) brother.." Here the word "of" in Greek is #1537 in the Strong's Concordance. When used implying a person, it means "a son of or offspring."

Compare this with other translations:

The New Testament in Modern English: "We are none of us to have the spirit of Cain, who was a son of the devil.."

Living Bible: "We are not to be like Cain, who belonged to Satan.."

New English Bible: "..unlike Cain who was a child of the evil one.."

New Century Bible: "Do not be like Cain who belonged to the Evil One."

New Jerusalem Bible: "..not to be like Cain, who was from the Evil One.."
And the popular commentaries confirm the same thing:

The Wycliffe Bible Commentary page 1473: "He (Cain) is said to have belonged to the family of the wicked one."

Matthew Poole's Commentary on the Holy Bible, volume 3, page 936. "Which showed him (Cain) to be of that wicked one, of the serpent's seed: so early was such seed sown, and so ancient the enmity between seed and seed."

Matthew Henry's Commentary, volume 6 page 1077: "It showed that he (Cain) was as the firstborn of the serpent's seed.."

In John 8:44 Jesus was speaking to the Pharisees and proclaimed, 'Ye are of your father the devil.." The term "of" meaning generation, offspring. They were of the physical seed of their father the devil.

Trees are often used as metaphors in regards to people. Jesus was the "tree of life."

We also find:

Mat 3:10 And now also the axe is laid unto the root of the trees: therefore every tree which bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.

Mat 7:17 Even so every good tree bringeth forth good fruit; but a corrupt tree bringeth forth evil fruit.

Mat 7:18 A good tree cannot bring forth evil fruit, neither [can] a corrupt tree bring forth good fruit.

Mat 7:19 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewn down, and cast into the fire.

Mat 12:33 Either make the tree good, and his fruit good; or else make the tree corrupt, and his fruit corrupt: for the tree is known by [his] fruit.

Before Adam even had a chance to consummate his relationship with Eve, she was already pregnant with Lucifer's child, Cain. And that is what the Illuminati bloodlines of the New World Order don't want you to know. They are Cain's seed, of the wicked one. And it is this bloodline of Cain that is working together through the control of vast wealth around the world that is bringing the Antichrist to power.

The Parable of The Wheat and Tares

The parable of the wheat and tares is found in Matthew 13:24-30 and 37-43. Sandwiched in between in verse 35 is the proclamation: "I will utter things which have been kept secret from the foundation of the world." Jesus then revealed the significance of the parable as meaning He (Yahweh) had fathered the good seed (wheat) and that the tares belonged to the wicked one, they had been fathered by Satan.

Verses 24-30:

The kingdom of heaven is likened unto a man which sowed good seed in his field:
But while men slept, his enemy came and sowed tares among the wheat and went his way.
But when the blade was sprung up, and brought forth fruit, then appeared the tares also.
So the servants of the house-holder came and said unto him, Sir, didst not thou sow good seed in thy field? From whence then hath it tares?
He said unto them, An enemy hath done this. The servants said unto him, Wilt thou then that we go and gather them up?
But he said, Nay; lest while ye gather up the tares, ye root up also the wheat with them.
Let both grow together until the harvest: and in the time of harvest I will say to the reapers, Gather ye together first the tares, and bind them in bundles to burn them: but gather the wheat into my barn.

In verses 38-43 Jesus gives us the meaning of the parable:

He answered and said unto them, He that soweth the good seed is the Son of man;
The field is the world; the good seed are the children of the kingdom; but the tares are the children of the wicked one;
The enemy that sowed them is the devil; the harvest is the end of the world; and the reapers are the angels.
As therefore the tares are gathered and burned in the fire; so shall it be in the end of this world.
The Son of man shall send forth his angels, and they shall gather out of his kingdom all things that offend, and them which do iniquity.
And shall cast them into a furnace of fire: there shall be wailing and gnashing of teeth.
Then shall the righteous shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. Who hath ears to hear, let him hear.

There were several declarations made in this parable that the churches often ignore.

1. The good seed were fathered by the Son of Man, Son of Adam.
2. The good seed, Adamites are the genetic sons of Yahweh.
3. The tares (Cain's seed) are the Genetic sons of Satan.
4. The enemy that fathered the tares is the same serpent of Genesis 3:15
5. The sons of Adam (wheat) will then inherit the Kingdom after the tares (sons of Cain) are destroyed.

Again, as stated in verse 38, "The field is the world; the good seed are the children of the kingdom; but the tares are the children of the wicked one" This is not only a physical lineage, but a spiritual one as well.

Yahushua told the Pharisees of His day, "..ye are not my sheep.." in John 10:26. In Josephus, Wars 2:8:2 Jewish Historian Josephus makes it quite clear the Pharisees and Sadducees were not Israelites by birth:

For there are three philosophical sects among the Jews. The followers of the first of whom are the Pharisees; of the second the Sadducees; and of the third sect, who pretends to a severer discipline, are called Essenes. These last are Jews (Judah) by birth, and seem to have a greater affection for one another than the other sects have.

The real Jews of Jesus's day had absorbed those with contaminated Kenite/Edomite hybrid blood, and therefore these could claim both Abraham and Isaac as their fathers.

The wheat and the tares will continually throughout time grow and live together until the end of the age when the angels will separate them. What about the flood? The seedline started over again with Ham and his wife's offspring Canaan.

Esau, the Serpent Seed

Even after the flood had destroyed the original seed of Cain. It picked back up again with Ham's son Canaan of which Esau then intermingled. There are two different groups of people throughout the Bible and our past, present, and future. Those who are elected to grace while the other is elected for wrath and destruction. These are two specific groups with two specific elections and only they can hold these elections, no one else is like them.

Does it involve every single person in a specific seedline? No. Although it may sound like it means just that, it does not mean that all. That would be like saying all those born into a cursed seedline are doomed for hell and all those born into Yahweh's chosen seedline are awarded heaven.

There are three major aspects that come into play at all times in regarding all things. The choices Yahweh makes, the choices Lucifer are allowed to make, and the individual choices we make.

Esau was born of a good seedline but he chose to go the way of the wicked. Just as those born of cursed seedlines can choose to go the way of the righteous. Do we choose or are we chosen ahead of time to do exactly what we do? Yahweh knows the end from the beginning and He knows those who are His and those who are not because He knows exactly what is going to happen. And He places His chosen vessels of honor anywhere He wants to, good or bad seedline. And Lucifer will do the same thing, except his vessels are of dishonor.

Some say the whole war started with Jacob and Esau, when it actually goes back to Cain, and in these last days it is going to culminate as the seedlines of Cain through the Antichrist will try to destroy and annihilate the seed of Jacob.

Remember it was Esau who married into the cursed Cain race, corrupting his seed and offspring. He wasn't born into a cursed seedline, he turned his back on his good seedline and went the way of the wicked.

The seed of Jacob is both the House of Judah and the House of Israel, the 12 tribes. We (America) are part of Israel folksas part of Joseph's tribe. Now don't go off into the British Israelism theory because it is flawed and serves the purposes of the Illuminati who are trying to claim the British throne goes through King David when it's been sabotaged over the years and especially the only ones on the throne there now are imposters.

If you look at much of the scattered tribes of Israel today they include Germany, France, Britain, America, and others..the predominant white races of the world. America itself contains a mixture of all the tribes of Israel here and many of us are linked to one of the sons. Manasseh is dominate in America, while Britain is Ephraim. Reuben is France, Dan is Greece, etc..

The Gentiles relate to the House of Judah and the House of Israel as those who have converted to Yahweh (for those who do). The entire last days war puts the gentiles (other races) in the middle of a war between Satan's people and Yahweh's people.

It is a war to see who will rule from Mt. Zion in Jerusalem with Satan working through his seedline and Yahweh working through His to see who wins. Well if you have jumped to the back of the book you know who wins, Yahweh does. But Satan will be allowed to attempt to rule the world for 42 months before he is utterly demolished by the Second Coming of Jesus Christ.

If you read in Genesis 25:21-23 the war started back in the womb of their mother, Rebekah:

"And Isaac intreated the Lord for his wife, because she was barren: and the Lord was intreated of him, and Rebekah his wife conceived.
And the children struggled together within her; and she said, If it be so, why am I thus?
And she went to enquire of the Lord. And the Lord said unto her, Two nations are in thy womb, and two manner of people shall be separated from thy bowels; and the one people shall be stronger than the other people; and the elder shall serve the younger."

The twins in her womb were Jacob and Esau. They were already at war with each other then, fighting in the womb, for the Lord had ordained them as two different types of people that would be at war with each other. One would be stronger than the other and the elder would serve the younger. Esau, being born first, would serve Jacob.

And if you read the story of Esau and Jacob, Esau selling his birthright to Jacob for a bowl of red (Edom) pottage (lintel beans) it was because the birthright meant nothing to Esau, he despised it. What was the birthright? Bringing forth through his seedline the redeemer of Adam, Jesus. Esau did not care about it and Jacob was willing to deal and deceive to get it, it meant everything to Jacob.

Esau despised his birthright, and Yahweh despised him. Esau was determined to go his own way and do his own thing and that is what he did. In Genesis 26:34-35 we read how he committed his own seedline to eternal ruin and becoming "Sons of Perdition," even as Judas who betrayed Jesus was. Not only did he give his birthright away to Jacob, he broke the hearts of both Isaac and Rebekah by taking Hittite women as his wives. The Hittites were descendents of Heth, and Heth was one of the sons of Canaan, a cursed seed. Canaan was a son of Ham, and father of all Canaanites including the Hittites. These people were a cursed seed because of what Ham did to his father, Noah.

And Ham, the father of Canaan, saw the nakedness of his father, and told his two brethren without. And Noah awoke from his wine, and KNEW WHAT his younger son had done unto him. And he said, cursed be Canaan Gen. 9:22, 24-25.

Another event covered up by figurative language. The actual sin was an homosexual act Ham committed on Noah and then laughed about it to his brothers. When Noah awoke from his drunken state, he "knew" what Ham had done to him and cursed not Ham himself, but his offspring Canaan.

The Hittites were the power brokers in the known world then. They controlled most of the economics (money) and merchandising (corporations) and were a very powerful influence. They were worshippers of Satan and had much wealth. When Esau married Hittites he created high treason against the Most High by adulterating his holy seed with the serpent and cursed seed. He sold his birthright for red pottage, mixes his seed with the serpent seed, and by doing so condemns himself and his entire offspring to the Lake of Fire (tares).

Judas who betrayed Jesus was of the Serpent Seedline as well. He and the Antichrist are both called "Sons of Perdition." Perdition means eternal ruin. All of Esau's descendents were sons of perdition, sons of eternal ruin. Jesus said that Judas was a devil (John 6:70). Sons of Perdition are Satanic spirits sent to this earth by their father Satan. They were prepared and chosen for destruction through their Election before they were even born.

The end of the story of the birthright blessings for Jacob and Esau are rather prophetic and an overall picture of the last days. Esau, realizing there was money to be had from being the firstborn included in the blessing, runs off to prepare meat for Isaac who is going to give him his birthright (nevermind he had promised it to Jacob when he realized there was money involved. He was going to go back on his promise with Jacob). But Rebekah heard what was going on and helped devise a plan to where Jacob could deceive Isaac into believing he was Esau and give him the blessing that Esau had traded Jacob for over a bowl of red pottage. After realizing Jacob had already received Isaac's blessing, Esau begged for a blessing as well, as part of his blessing Isaac told him:

"And by the sword thou shalt live, and shalt serve thy brother; (be under his authority) and it shall come to pass thou shalt have dominion, that thou shalt break his yoke from off thy neck" Genesis 27:40.

And the war continued between Jacob and Esau. In Genesis 27:41 we read:

"And Esau hated Jacob (enmity) because of the blessing wherewith his father blessed him: and Esau said in his heart, The days of mourning for my father are at hand; then will I slay my brother Jacob."

Jacob was determined to kill Jacob. Jacob had hit Esau where it hurt the most. Jacob got the wealth as part of the birthright he had taken away from Esau. That is probably why Esau married Hittite women, because of his lust for power and wealth. And that seed is the same way today. They control the money around the entire world.

They are called Edomites because of Edom, the color red, which is what the bowl of pottage was. Esau was also very red/ruddy and hairy. And to this day it is still their mission to kill Jacob. Esau never succeeded in killing Jacob, but to this day the war continues and the seed of Esau, the Edomites seek to get rid of Jacob's descendents, which are primarily today's Christians and believers in Yahweh. Jacob's descendents became known as Israelites.

Esau's descendents also became known as Reds, which is also seen as the symbolic color of Communism. All of the "isms" were created by the serpent seed such as Socialism, Nazism, Humanism, Liberalism, etc.. and are the backbone of the first beast of Revelation 13 which is the same scarlet colored beast mentioned in Revelation 17 with seven heads and ten horns.

Also notice the prophecy that Isaac gave Esau that he would live by the sword and take dominion over the earth. In Rev. 13:10 we read the first beast lives by the sword, will take dominion over the earth, and will die by the sword. Same seedline.

It is the New World Order and Zionism that carries the Serpent Seedline today. It is ruled in the background by the Illuminati families of the Serpent's Seedline. It is Satan's master plan to bring the entire world under a global government through the New World Order so he can rule.

Satan's seed will make war against the Lamb's seed (believers, Israelites and Judahites) "these shall hate the whore, and shall make her desolate and naked, and shall eat her flesh, and burn her with fire." Rev. 17

Today, the world banking Edomite/Hittite/Canaanite/counterfeit Jews under Satan's rule control the world's economy and preparing the world for global government and the rise of their master, Satan as the Antichrist.

In the book of Obadiah there is a prophecy written to the Serpent Seedline of Esau for the last days.

The pride of thine heart hath deceived thee, thou that dwellest in the clefts of the rock (they hide themselves away from public view with their underground bases), whose habitation is high (world authority, political authority); that saith in his heart, Who shall bring me down to the ground (arrogance of their power and strongholds)? (verse 3)

Though thou exalt thyself as the eagle (Illuminati symbol), and though thou set thy nest among the stars (space stations and planetary bases), thence will I bring thee down, saith the Lord. (verse 4)

How are the things of Esau searched out! How are his hidden things sought up! (Esau is working through deception and lies and keep their real plans hidden from public view). (verse 6)

Shall I not in that day, saith the Lord, even destroy the wise men out of Edom (the Learned Elders of Zion, which rule behind the scenes)., and understanding out of the mount of Esau? (authority) (verse 8)

And thy mighty men, O Teman, shall be dismayed, to the end that they may be cut off by slaughter (the Lord's judgment on them when He returns). For the violence against thy brother Jacob shall cover thee (war on the saints), and thou shalt be cut off forever..(verse 9)

But, upon mount Zion shall be deliverance, and there shall be holiness; and the house of Jacob shall be a fire, and the house of Joseph a flame, and the house of Esau for stubble, and they shall kindle in them, and devour them; and there shall not be any remaining of the house of Esau; for the Lord hath spoken it. (verse 18)

And saviours (judges) shall come up on mount Zion to judge the mount (authority, government) of Esau; and the kingdom shall be the Lord's. (verse 21)

Today we have many claiming to be Jews, but are not Jews, and are liars. They are the church of Satan, the synagogue of Satan and are worshippers and followers of him.

And what are they doing today? Conquering the world for the Antichrist to rule from Jerusalem. In every nation, in every major event, the Edomite Jews have been behind it. Although the Edomite Jews dominate Israel today there are a remnant of real bloodline Jews there as well. These are the ones the Lord will protect during the Great Tribulation.

Look at America today, who is running the White House? The Edomite Jews and Sons of Cain. Who was arrested for treason during WW 2 by Congress for trading with the enemy? Prescott Bush. Who announced the formation of the NWO in America? His son, George Bush, Sr. Who is president of America today? George Bush, Jr. What do the Bush's have in common with Edomite Jews? They are all part of the Serpent Seedline of the Illuminati.

The Illuminati are at the top of two particular races of people known as the Edomite Jews and the Sons of Cain. And it goes all the way to the top where the Illuminati rule directly beneath the Jesuits. The Jesuits answer directly to the Black Pope. The Black Pope position is the real power position in the Vatican as opposed to the "white" pope position. Most think it is the Pope who rules from the Vatican. He may reside there, but the real power in the Vatican is hidden, and it's in the position known as the Black Pope. Black meaning hidden or secret.

Today, Hans Van Kolvenbach, holds the title of the Black Pope. And he is second to none on this earth in establishing Satan's rise to power. He is literally Satan's right hand man.

So what do we have today? The false Jews in Israel being called real Jews. And the real "Jews" not even knowing who they are. We are being led to believe by the churches today that Satan's chosen are Yahweh's chosen people. Now are you ready to scream?

Orthodox, Reformed, and Messianic Jews disown the Jews running Zionism in Israel today. Not only are they Edomite Jews, but they are also known as the Khazar Jews as well. In 692 A.D. the Khazar Kingdom was established.

These were people that had adopted Judaism as their official religion because of the real Jews that lived among them and proseletyzed them. From that point on they passed themselves off as real Jews with a right to Palestine as their homeland. They are not lovers of Yahweh but haters of Him. They are of the same ancestry of Esau whom the Lord hated. The offspring of serpents of whom the Lord told them straight out were of "their father the devil." It was those of this seedline that instigated His crucifixion.

They had infiltrated as the Pharisees in Jesus era and still dominate the "Jewish' nation today. And these are the ones the churches believe are the "chosen" ones of the Lord. If they did 5 minutes of research into Israel today they would realize their error. Instead, they keep recycling errors and falsehoods week after week, month after month, year after year.

We are told by our churches that we must support Israel or the Lord will bring His judgment on this nation when it is the fact that we are supporting them that IS BRINGING His judgment on this nation. Israel today is the prophecy of evil figs of Jeremiah chapters 21-24 and the evil fig tree that Yahweh cursed. He wasn't cursing His own people, but those He hates, the serpent seedlines of Esau and Cain.
Jesus said, "Verily I say unto you, If ye have faith, and doubt not, ye shall not only do this which is done to the fig tree, but also if ye shall say unto this mountain, be thou removed, and be thou cast into the sea; it shall be done." Mountain is often symbolic of government or authority.

The evil fig tree is the false Jews, the chosen people of Satan. He's telling us to rid the earth of the authority of the Edomites and certainly not to support it. But are we doing? Sending millions of dollars in financial aid and weapons to them yearly. Do you see the irony now? Do you see WHY judgment is coming to America?

If the Edomites are the ones inhabiting Israel today and the ones who call themselves Jews and are not, who and where are the real Jews? Scattered. America IS Israel. We are the tribes of Israel scattered all over this country along with the other white nations. The Jews of old were not dark skinned people. Noah was platinum blonde with blue eyes, David was ruddy with red hair. Ruddy meaning he had flushed cheeks, he could blush. Dark skinned people don't blush, neither are they born with blonde or red hair.

Esau is also described as ruddy and hairy. The Israelites back then were a white race. And who are the white races today? I'm not saying this to be racist I'm just telling you how it was and is. It was Noah's grandson Canaan (from Ham) who was the father of the darker skinned races, even the Arab races of today, Sheba and Dedan etc..were linked to Ham through his son Canaan.

If you read in Ezekiel 37:12-14 & 23 the Jews are not in the land of Israel today, they will not being regathered into the land, and will not be until the Lord returns. So the whole façade of Israel returning to their land in the last days is not true. When the Lord returns He will regather His people from the ends of the earth to the land of Israel and not until then. So who are the ones there now? The imposters.

Haven't you ever wondered why Yahweh hated Esau? Before he was even born? Why would the Lord make such a statement? Because there are many things that He hates and Esau was one of them (Mal. 1:3). He hated the Serpent Seed and He knew what Esau would do.

The Lord told me:

Daughter,

The mixture of My children with the serpent's seed was something I allowed to serve My own purposes. Just as I allowed Satan to defile My garden, I allowed him to defile my people.

The way to truth and righteousness is through Me. It always has been and it has not changed. My priests served the people, they did not sanctify them or make them whole. I alone can do that.

Todays priests seek to save which they cannot. They lead My people to errors and doctrines of man that cannot save them, nor do they honor or please Me.

Tell them I am the door. There is no other. Those who want Me must walk through My door to Me. There is no other way.

They worship Baal and call him their god thinking I am the one they worship. My judgment will come on this carnal and wicked system of religion. It is not of Me. Religion profits man, worship and sacrifice profits Me. Sacrifice the cares and wants of this world for the cares and wants in Me only and you will never be unsatisfied. I can give you your heart's desires. This world cannot fulfill you. This world is an endless form of greed and want. Never satisfying, it waxes worse and worse, evil and more evil.

Yes Mithra has hidden through the ages behind every god and he will ultimately rise again to counterfeit Me and My Word. I will reveal this to you because you seek My face, you seek Me, and I will reveal great things to you because you are humble and faithful.

I love you child. Tell them the world had run it's course, it's almost time for all the prophecies of old to be fulfilled.

Many will never be ready. But stay in Me for I have many things for you to accomplish before the time. Time is short. Daily seek Me so I can use you. I have shown you many things in just a short amount of time. I will show you even more.

I love you My child. If you could only see how much you make Me smile and know how much I do love you, you would never feel or want for anything again of this world. You're almost there child. Yet you still have things of Me to do in a short time. Be faithful. Be still and hear My voice

I love you, your Father, the Most High.

Not only do we have the sons of Cain running the corporations, governments and secret societies that govern most of those we have the fallen angels still trying to breed with mankind, just as in the days of Noah.

Right now there are Reptilians in the White House, Draconians in the Vatican, and Greys in our skies abducting people around the world to use in breeding experiments, and for many, even eating them. Measures our government has agreed to cooperate to with these evil twisted beings to keep these things silent and has funded disinformation and discredited campaigns, projects, magazines and organizations to keep the truth from ever being discovered. Which is why, today, the official denial of the existence of UFO's and aliens is, in fact, an official denial. In exchange, they have reaped alien technology through black operations and have carved out of the earth underground joint human and alien bases where this exchange of technology and learning takes place. All funded by the tax payers.

The Bible says "they will mingle themselves with the seed of men," and also in Daniel, we are warned of iron mixed with miry clay that will not cling to one another.

It is impossible for those created and made in God's image to cling to those who simply want to destroy them and aren't even human. This last kingdom, the prophesied fourth and terrible beast kingdom that will arise in the last days, is an alien nation.

For now, they roam earth awaiting their chance to destroy and kill mankind in their envy and rage for mankind being made in God's image. Soon the Lord will take His hand off of America and lift the veil allowing them to reveal themselves.

The presence of Aliens is nothing new to planet Earth. They have been here for thousands of years. Their Biblical identification is one of being fallen angels who rebelled against God and were kicked out of heaven. Their most notable name is Annunaki or Anuk.

Who were the Annunaki? They were the Watchers, Watchmen assigned to earth to watch over Yahweh's creation on earth. They were created by God as perfect angels. These Watchers rebelled against God and a mutiny followed as they lusted after human women and abandoned their mission to oversee humans and began to defile the women of the earth by having offspring with them.

"When men began to increase on earth and daughters were born to them, the divine beings saw how beautiful the daughters of men were and they took wives from among those that pleased them....It was then, and later too, that the Nephilim appeared on earth - when the divine beings cohabited with the daughters of men, who bore them offspring. They were the heroes of old, the men of renown." (Genesis, Chapter 6, from the Jewish translation of the Torah.)

According to the Bible:

"Now it came to pass, when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and daughters were born to them, that the sons of God (fallen angels) saw the daughters of men, that they were beautiful; and they took wives for themselves of all whom they chose..."
"There were giants (Nephilim) on the earth in those days, and also afterward, when the sons of God came in to the daughters of men and they bore children to them. Those were the mighty men of old, men of renown (Gibborim)." Genesis 6: 1- 4.

"And the angels who did not keep their proper domain, but left their own habitation, He has reserved in everlasting chains under darkness for the judgment of the great day...having given themselves over to sexual immorality and gone after strange flesh (human), are set forth as an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire." Jude 6 & 7.

"For God did not spare the angels who sinned, but cast them down to hell and delivered them into chains of darkness, to be reserved for judgment; and did not spare the ancient world, but saved Noah, one of eight people, a preacher of righteousness, bringing in the flood on the world of the ungodly..." 2 Peter 2: 4-5.

The Bible says "they will mingle themselves with the seed of men," and also in Daniel, we are warned of iron mixed with miry clay that will not cling to one another. It is impossible for those created and made in God's image to cling to those who simply want to destroy them and aren't even human. This last kingdom, the prophesied fourth and terrible beast kingdom that will arise in the last days, is an alien nation. For now, they roam earth awaiting their chance to destroy and kill mankind in their envy and rage for mankind being made in God's image. Soon the Lord will take His hand off of America and lift the veil allowing them to reveal themselves.

The first Watchers who instigated the rebellion were judged accordingly. 200 Watcher officers, each in charge of tens of thousands of Watcher soldiers, abandoned heaven to mingle with earthly women. Even after the flood, many more rebelled and came to earth following their footsteps. These ones have not been judged yet. The bulk of these fallen angels from both of the earlier rebellions, Lucifer's and the Watchers, have been imprisoned in the hollow planet of Rahab, aka Planet Nibiru, which is now returning to earth to help Lucifer overthrow and dominate the earth in the last days. It is in these last days that the Lord will allow them to be released from their prison to fulfill their end time prophetic role in helping Lucifer subdue the earth.

In the Sumerian language, the term Annunaki meant "from heaven who came to earth." The Annunaki had children that became known as the Nephilim, Rephaim, Emim, Gibborim, Philistines, Zamzummim, Anakim, Ivvim, and a few other names. The mixing of genes started with Cain's daughters, the women of Cainnan who created a DNA defect called giantism. Their children were giants. Some were 30 feet tall. Aliens are not demons. Demons are the spirits of the dead giant hybrid children.

These Watchers came to earth to be kings, emperors, priests, shaman, tuitongas, manitous, pharaohs, gods, and goddesses. They are the titans, pans, gods, goddesses, and fawns of Greek and Roman mythology. They have supernatural strength, psychic powers, and, often times, have six fingers and six toes. They want us to believe mythology is merely fiction, but it is not. Almost all of the characters are based on real Watchers or their hybrid children who played those roles while on earth. Yes, a lot of it is dressed up to make these characters heroes and gods and goddesses, but you can glean some real truth concerning what was going on back then, minus the garbage they threw in to make them all nice fairytales.

The Anuk are known to be shapeshifters and cannibals. They sacrifice humans, drink blood, levitate objects, astral travel, report the future, practice magical arts, and teach the art of war. They are the masters of astronomy and astrology. They taught mankind abortion so that they could keep certain women beautiful for sexual pleasure.

They are the creators of the alien hybrid greys and UFOs of modern times.
They can shapeshift into reptilian form and then back into their own.
They can be 7-9 feet tall on average.
They are the armies of the Antichrist.
They are the inhabitants of hollow Nibiru
They will be enforcers of the mark of the beast.

And as the Lord has told me, "Mens hearts will fail with fear when they see these beings on the earth." This earth is going to be cluttered with the tall, the ugly, and the damned. And it's coming sooner than you think!

Yahweh has given me visions in the Spirit of the fear and terror which will take place as these giant Anuk return to earth via Nibiru (and just rise up from their underground hideouts) and overthrow America and then the world.

At first, they may appear friendly, sincere, and offer to help earth struggling to survive from wars, natural catastrophies, and famines to deceive the world to invite them to our planet. But the facade of friendliness will not last.

They will overthrow our government, replace the law of the land, and dominate this land as they walk through it putting all people in subjection and fear of them. In America there will be millions of these giants along with the hordes of unhuman looking aliens of every shape and size and grotesque features that were part of Lucifer's rebellion who lost their angelic looks as part of their judgment.

There will be riots and uproars. People will run for their lives and try to fight against them. Sheer panic and the horror over this dominate and massive alien presence will sweep across America. Martial law will be declared, and those who fight against the aliens and the NWO will be terminated.

They will be everywhere, wicked and evil. They will force mankind here in America to commit unspeakable sins and atrocities and kill those who refuse without a second thought. They are not coming as our friends. They are complete haters and enemies of mankind who will make Americans their slaves.

They will walk through our neighborhoods, towns, and cities in every state and hunt the believers of Yahweh. They will enforce the mark of the beast. They will help Lucifer take physical control of the earth. They will maim, kill, rape, imprison, and terrify humans everywhere around the globe. As famines escalate because of natural catastrophies and wars, they will eat humans as prey.

Yahweh told me this:

Tell Them!

Do you see the picture developing? The last days are TERROR! WOE!

Woe to those who will seek to harm My little ones! My own I will protect, but Woe to the planners of evil and those who plan to destroy the world!

I will allow it and then MY Judgment will come!

Many pieces to the puzzle, I will show them to you and reveal My Glory through you to the nations.

My child, know this that the last days are of suffering and terror. Such terror has never been known before, those of old (Anuk) will walk and control the earth. They will commit and enforce evil of every kind. And when I return there will be more of them than man left. Woe! Woe!

Give them the warnings of terror to come so that they will find peace and strength in ME. For I shall lose nothing given to Me. Those in MY hands ARE MINE.

Many will be tested but they are MINE. To be refined in the fire and then set gloriously in MY light.

Tell them child. Tell them no one can even begin to imagine the horrors that are coming. Your safety and refuge are within ME!

TELL THEM!!

The mixing of fallen angel/alien with human DNA led to a giantism defect in the DNA of the hybrid offspring and an eventual, almost complete, contamination of, not only the human DNA, but the animals as well (beastiality was common). By the time Yahweh destroyed the world with a flood because of this contamination and to destroy the hybrid giants and deformed animals, only one family on earth was left with pure human DNA. But even after the flood, the Watchers kept revolting, and even more were punished and cast out of heaven, losing their first estate and habitation as they continued to defile women and human DNA.

At the time Israel left Egypt, they had to conquer some 20 cities of the Watchers giant children to reclaim the land of Israel as their own. The Watchers were known as the Nephilim, Annunaki, or the heroes of old, men of renown as mentioned in Genesis 6:4.

Over the years, the human hybrid giant races were destroyed through wars and by their own corruption. The mixing of alien and human DNA did not vanish, it just went underground. Most humans today have contaminated blood in their DNA. Although the human hybrid giantism defect was perfected, the original Anuk are still giants.

This hybridization and corruption of the human DNA is still today very much a part of our world, and most hybridization goes undetected. It never stopped from the beginning; they just perfected it, creating their own human/serpent seed lines to mingle with humans. So why is the church silent on UFOs, Aliens, abductions, implantations, and forced breedings?

These Annunaki are not our creators. You can read in Enoch chapters 6-15 how they were created beings by Yahweh in heaven and were assigned to watch over the earth. When they rebelled, they were cast out of heaven, their first estate, although they do still reign in the first and second heavens and inhabit other planets and star systems visiting Earth in UFOs.

Many of them live in underground hideouts here in the earth. In the following years, the Theory of Evolution will be discredited from the very founder, supporters themselves, and their pawns. You can see this happening even now. They will then promote through Government Disinformation Scientists that mankind was created in a test tube by these Annunaki and that these Annunaki are our creators.

This is part of the grand delusion and lie at the end of the days. And we are in the end of the days.

Instead of preaching the truth, our churches changed the truth to lies and preached the "Sons of Seth" façade, changing the truth of Scriptures. These angels were the Sons of God who rebelled against Him. Our churches also sat back and allowed the Book of Enoch to be taken out of the Scriptures. What this did was hide the worldwide hybridization and the truth concerning who these aliens are and what they are doing.

The veil is being lifted.

The Illuminati

The Illuminati are the Nephilim. The Bilderbergers, the main group within the Illuminati also known as the Shadow Government, are the hybrid children of the Nephilim.

Just as Yahweh would have a pure, uncontaminated seedline, so would Lucifer and the Nephilim.

These controllers are Aliens and a mere faction of Lucifer's Kingdom, controlling world governments through their children.

This group of hybrid Illuminati children would dominate in every generation through banking and politics. They would dominate Money and Political Power.

Here are the names of the 13 families also known as the Secret Government or Shadow Government:

If you checked the family lines of American presidents and their ancestry you would find they are all related containing Illuminati bloodlines.

The Secrets of the Illuminati

The Illuminati have always ruled over the secret societies, under various names throughout the ages. In this day and age, they are known as the Illuminati, or,"The Enlightened Ones."

Other common symbols are the pentagram (five-pointed star), the hexagram (six-pointed star - The Star of David), the Swastika reversed (the way Hitler used it) and the pyramid in general.

Almost every single president of the USA has committed treason when taking office by lying under oath.

2011-01-06T04:01:00.002+08:00

Baby, i want to be the best thing that ever happened to you.
I want to be the one that you will never forget to think of when you sleep.
Matter of fact, I want to be the one you think of all the time.
It sounded selfish, yes.
But baby, to say the truth..
I want you to be mine and mine only..
I cannot explain on how, or what love is exactly, but what i can say is..
THIS is love.
I know I'm silly thinking of the end of time and everything but baby even if it did not happen.
On that very day, i want you to be the one that I'm holding on to in my arms.
I WILL ask you to marry me at that very last moment..
I love you sweetheart.
I want you to be mine forever till the day i die :)

2010-12-22T03:22:00.003+08:00

Today, i went for breakfast with my grandmother because the house above mine was doing a renovation which woke me up from my beauty sleep and got me really pissed as i did not have a good rest.
So, my grandmother suggested that i should go and eat with her so that i don't need to stay home.
Tried sleeping back but the noise was unbearable so i proceeded with grandmother's idea and went for breakfast.
Decided to send her home because she bought groceries and fruits today which is really heavy.
When i reached her house i stayed for awhile because i think that i should spend some time with her since i haven't been free, it was around 12pm plus then.
When i walked into the kitchen to get a drink, she asked me if i would want the boot that i always wanted for new year so i said "yeah, why not?".
But what i missed was she actually asked if i would like to go out to buy the boots with her today.
I did not realized that until she came out of her room prepared and ready to go.
My grandmother was so happy as she thought i would go out with her today,
but i broked her heart by saying that i got something on because i really do.
But the moment when i say that, i can feel the sadness coming out of her.
She looked sad and said "bu yong jin ni cu chu zuo ni de dong xi" which means "it's alright, go do your stuff." with a very disappointed face.
I was such a disappointment to her, but yet she never stopped showing that she cared.
she hated my tattoo and she hated me smoking and everytime she would say if i were to continue smoking and putting tattoo she wil not talk to me again.
But time and time again, the amount of my tattoo increased and i never stopped smoking.
I can sense that each time i'm doing this i break her heart but all this things that i do was never meant to make her sad. I do all this for myself and i will never stop because this is what i want to do with my life.
I'm not selfish, i just want to find myself.
I'm sorry grandma for being such a fucked up grandchild,
please note that i always love you and i really do care but i also need you to understand me.
All this things that i do, my grandmother would never have found out if not for 'someone' who just act as if she cared and tells my grandmother about it.
I swear i actually did a good job in hiding it, but all these things always got exposed because of 'someone' who saw my tweets or facebook status's and decided that the best thing to do is to let a seventy plus year old grandmother worry about her grandchild.
smart choice, really.
Making someone that age worry so much, how smart of you.
Are you proud of yourself ?
I tried so much, to protect the one's that i loved.
Yet, you tried so much to tear up the trust they had in me.
What the fuck do you want ?
If you want me dead, say the words.
i'll do it.

This is where our relationship stops, i can never trust you again.
Things will never be the same, ever.

2010-12-12T03:07:00.003+08:00

The only reason i come clean to you,
The very reason why i expose what i do.
It's not because i felt comfortable with doing it in front of you.
I know you may not feel comfortable or accept the fact that I'm that kind of person.
The sole reason that i expose you to all these is just so you know that i would never hide anything from you, that's all i want you to know.
We all have our ways of cooping with our problems.
For me ?
I chose that, because i got immune to everything else.
It's not an easy task to just suddenly stop whatever I'm doing and just get out of it,
I know how much you prayed for me and all.
But love, time is all i need.
I know it had taken me up to one or even two months.
But i will need to find a new way to coop with my stress issue.
It's not that you don't bring comfort to me darling,
It's just that not everything is as simple as it seems.
I have many issues, many problems.
Please stand by me, that's all I'm asking for.

2010-12-10T15:41:00.003+08:00

STOMPERS MUST BE STOP !!

I just came across this site called http://singaporeseen.stomp.com.sg/singaporeseen/

After browsing the contents and context of this webpage i felt awful.
Yes, i may not be one of the most holy or "goody" guy you can find.

Although i must admit the news here is very interesting to read or see.

But hey, did anyone notice that this so called STOMPERS just took photos of people anonymously and post it on the web.

Isn't this breaking the law ? stealing of people's privacy ?
Since the government got so much time to catch people and impose fine on almost anything they can think of, why not catch this people ?

This STOMPERS throw away the face of singaporeans, literally.

People may not be 100% perfect in any way, but to pinpoint them and post it on the net ?
Does posting videos or pictures of people's flaws or mistakes make you a "better" singaporean ?
I Personally don't think so.
It's not that i'm not against those people doing nonsense or shouting on the train or maybe PDA(public display of affection) or any other thing but what you STOMEPERS do is really disgracing.

Ever thought why is there more and more slashing incident lately ? Plus the age of the offenders is getting younger and younger ? By frequently posting news of this issue, the younger generations surfs the net often. what would you think after they come across this piece of news because so many people is talking about this, it makes them think that it's a "cool" thing to do.

But i seriously think this is getting overboard.
Piece of advice, if you are not happy with people's action.
Please, go ahead and tell them straight in the face if you're really unhappy rather than posting anonymously taken photos of them and posting it on the net, that makes you a loser and a coward.

No offence STOMPERS if you came across this, just sharing a piece of my mind.

2010-12-04T06:46:00.002+08:00

Happy First MONTHSARY DEAR!

oh my, we've been through so much eh.

Although just one month have past my love,

My love for you just grows more and more each day.

Love, there's so many things that i wanted to say right now..

But, i will not say it. instead I'll just show it to you in actions =3

Most importantly, i will pray everyday that our love stays strong !

2010-12-03T16:14:00.002+08:00

Flower, gleam and glow,
Let the power shine,
Make the clock reverse,
Bring back what once was mine.

Heal what has been hurt,
Change the fate's design,
Save what has been lost,
Bring back what once was mine,
What once was mine.

2010-12-01T02:50:00.004+08:00

My love, I don't know why..
But somehow i felt that you feel insecure.
I understand that, but please love.
Give me the benefit of a doubt is all I'm asking for.
I know you are the one for me, and i really hope it's the same for you.
I will put in my all in this relationship love, i meant it.
Sorry, if whatever that i did makes you feel insecure.
Give me a chance to prove myself.
The following poem is dedicated to you and you only.

My beautiful angel,
Every moment spent with you is precious to me,
Like finding a pot of gold in the middle of the deserted land,
I would not exchange you for the world.
Sweet angel of mine,
Surely and truly,
All i need is you.

Yours faithfully,
Andy Lowhei :3

2010-11-27T01:45:00.003+08:00

Saying ' I miss you ' everyday is not just words sweetheart.
I actually do meant it.
Every moment without you, i just misses you.

Dear, i just want you to know that you meant so much to me.

So please dear, treat me like your best friend, your boyfriend.
when you're tired, I'll massage for you.
when you are feeling down, I'll cry with you.
when you are happy, I'll laugh with you.
Let me play a part in your life, love.

I'm trying my best to love you in the best way i can,
I Wouldn't want to risk anything to lose you :B

A letter to my love

2010-11-24T01:51:00.004+08:00

Looking back at our messages now,
oh how blessed i am to have you in my life.
God must really love me to actually grant me an angel.

YOU, my dear.
is that special someone i always needed.
Hope that I'm to you too.

Please dear, if there's anything that is bothering you.
Don't be afraid to confide to me.
I'll always be your listening ear,
After all I'm yours. :B

Love you from the bottom of my heart,
Yours truthfully,
Andy Lowhei.

2010-11-23T01:56:00.000+08:00

Having you by my side is the only thing that keeps me alive, love.

2010-11-20T15:51:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD.
4 days of not seeing you..
im going crazy baby !!
Baby, please don't bother of what people thinks of us.
what matters most is we are happy with each other.
That's all i need. =)

2010-11-17T03:29:00.001+08:00

sweetheart, i thank god for having you by my side.
04//11/10.

*ps - i don't have thai blood :)

2010-10-27T01:28:00.001+08:00

Baby, with every passing day i realised that i love you more and more.
seems like it's even an issue to sleep without listening to your voice or seeing your text.

Love, did you know you make my world go round ?
before you were in my life. it's devastating .
You would'd never imagined what i did to get past everyday.

You're the reason that make it all stop .
Don't leave me, sweetheart.
I could not imagined life without you.

Having you is the sweetest thing ever happened to me,
after all that i'd been through.

I love you ! =B

2010-10-22T06:27:00.002+08:00

I wonder if i ever cross your mind,
because for me it happens all the time.
When i hold your hand today, i had this strong feeling.
i just didn't want to let you go.
you put a smile to my face sweetheart.
i really pray that you'll be here to stay.
I know it all happens too fast.
I will learn to love,
just a chance darling.
I won't screw up this time.

2010-10-20T11:54:00.001+08:00

God shall be my witness and teacher,
i will learn to love the next girl in my life with all my heart.

2010-10-10T14:38:00.001+08:00

Just because I laugh a lot, doesn’t mean my life is easy.

Just because I have a smile on my face every day, doesn’t mean that somethings not bothering me.

Its just that I choose to move on with the negative in my life, and keep my head up, instead of dwelling on the past.

The truth is ,we walk away to see who will follow, we hide because we want to be found , we cry to see who will wipe away our tears, and we let our hearts get broken to see who will come and fix them .

2010-09-13T15:35:00.003+08:00

AET
amphetamine
alcohol
anabolic steroids
anorectic drugs
barbiturates
benzodiazepines
butarphanol
buprinorphin
bufotenine
chlorahydrate
coca leaf
cocaine
codeine
crack cocaine
depressants
dextropropoxyphene
esctasy
ephedra
fantanyl
gluthimide
hallucinogen
heroin
hydrocodone
ketamine
khat
marijuana
magic mushroom
MDA
morphine
NEXUS
opium
pentazocine
thebaine
5MeO-AMT

2010-08-27T18:25:00.004+08:00

my brain needs some stimulation,
DRUG ME.

House full of roses
A letter on the stairs
A tape full of messages for anyone who cares
Collage of broken words
And stories full of tears
Remembering your life
Cause i wish that you were here

Nothing is harder
Than to wake up all alone
Realize it's not okay
It's the end of all you know
Time keeps passing by
But it seems I'm frozen still
Scars are left behind
But some too deep to feel

And some say this can't be real
And I've lost my power to feel, tonight
When all is gone and can't be regained
We can't seem to shelter the pain inside,
We're all just victims of a crime

Somedays you'll find me
In a place I like to go
Ask questions to myself
Bout the thing I'll never know
What's left to find
Cause I need a little more
I need a little time
Can we even up the score?

And nothing lasts forever
For all good things it's true
I'd rather trade it all
While somehow saving you
It must have been the season
That threw us out of line
Once I stood so tall
Now I'm searching for a sign

So don't need your salvation
With promises unkind
And all the speculations
Save it for another time

Cause we all need a reason
A reason just to stay
And Some just can't be bothered
To stick around another day

Living with this crime,
I'm missing you

2010-08-27T06:15:00.001+08:00

High EGO low EGO.
whatever. i already said everything is my fault.
so please just fuck off.

2010-08-21T05:38:00.004+08:00

SUPER HAPPENING TODAY.
Woked up at 11 am today for a job interview with that i don't even know until today.
scout and search for the place under the rain with ying chuan=(
guess what ? I DIDN'T GET THE JOB .
Nevermind about that,
cabbed down to cineleisure to watch movie with my long lost secondary
school friend. it was a chinese show. didn't really understand the whole plot.
but it's quite nice.
after movie it was like 7 ?
met up with sassy, iggy, timothy, pau, zanthel, yao hong, yao's GF.
then halfway along we saw john, shawn chua and felix.
lepak and talk cock. damn fun.

afterwards, went to meet up with joanne and kayden.
ate some prata at my house area then met up with
zheng hao, leslie.
pei them makan for awhile then drove over to parkway to
pickup zhuang jie, li king, yan hao and shawn woo.
Afterwhich, selatar dam & sembawang then home.
LOL !

I met up with 20 people in a day.
nice~

2010-08-19T20:39:00.002+08:00

Things that we worry about,one way or another kills us,
relationship wised.
Ever wanted to ask someone to be in your life,
but was afraid you're unable to take care of her because of
your financial status?
or maybe because you're afraid that you couldn't accompany her when she needed you or bring her to nice places during anniversaries or some other occasion?
thinking that just spending time together and not going to great places were never enough ?
well, i experienced it many time.
Many people thinks that i'm a flirt/hongsters .
whatever . i don't care .
YOU DON'T FUCKING KNOW ME.

To my ex girlfriends: Am i that bad ? like the worst guy you ever know ?
didn't i try to bring the best to you ?
maybe not, maybe i just don't know how to love someone.

Leah lum shu hui: Its been many years, i'm sorry for what i did. i really loved you .
i really do . im sorry i was too afraid to be lonely. it took the best of me. but now, i'm cut off from your life .

Jasmine ng shu wei: you used to love me more than you love yourself.
i really don't know why would i even let you go . it's only after you left then
do i realised how much you really loved me. but now, i'm cut off from your life .

Kimberlyn lim xin xuen: we've went through so much, so much .
what is it ? 5 or 6 years ?
we lost that many years to a short period of exactly five month.
i felt that its such a waste .
you knew i would never go for patch . why did you choose to say that ?
i can't figure it out even till now.
do you want to see if i would loved you enough to go back with you ?
or maybe just something you said out of anger ?
whatever it is, i'm pretty much cut off from your life.

So, see the pattern here ?
no matter how much you used to love someone,
no matter how much you've been through.
somewhere sometime, you'll just be a history.
like what i am now, just a part of their past

So please fucking forgive me if i said drugs and alchohol were the one
that knew me best, because for all that events that happened,
good or bad,
they were there for me.
Every single time .

2010-08-16T12:49:00.001+08:00

why is it that everytime i fall in love,
i'll just get back up easily.
i just want to indulged in that fall.

2010-08-16T03:06:00.004+08:00

HDCD
Hey, seriously .
if you want to fucking comment on who the fuck i want to be.
just own the fuck up.
who i want to be with is my fucking business.
if you think i'm a flirt so be it.
ay least i have the ability to flirt .
i don't have to account to anyone.
maybe you're just so pathetically useless that you need to go around
people's blog and stalking their every post.
commenting about who they are and what they want to do with their life.
seriously, you should get a motherfucking life.
i feel sorry for you.
Is it because nobody wants you ?
if then, im sorry. maybe you can just hole up behind your fucking screen
and comment on other people's blog eh .